✦" - unnatural (p)urges - "✦ (swap!au)

✦ch 2✦

BACK AGAIN hi i think im regularly writimg now idk
ALSO LOOK AT THIS PICTURE OF CAT SWAP SWRV ISHKANF

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// pov, Ruv //

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✦(gore warn, skip until next bold sec if you dont want to read it)✦

Carefully cutting into the flesh, Ruv smirked lightly, staring at the blood as it poured out of the wound.

Grabbing it off of the dead body of the random pedestrian, he drew his teeth into the flesh and chewed.

He knew this was a horrible thing to do.
A horrible thing to take anothers life, just because he now craved something they happened to have.

At first it was a fluke.
The person he was going after had threatened Sarv, and he had killed him.. Only to realise he had nowhere to put the body.

So the next totally not schizophrenic thought was to.. Eat.. It..

He thought the first bites were grossest thing, and then he got used to it. Then it was good.

He sighed.
If Sarv found out, he knew she could never look at him normally again, but with a constant look of either disgust or fear.

One look of, 'I could murder you before you murdered me.'
And another of 'what if I was his next victim?'

But he'd never do anything to hurt her! He loved her!..
Thats why he couldn't let her know.

He examined the body to make sure there was no trace of himself, then carefully moved it towards the large trashcan.

He ate more of the arm before taking it with him to eat.

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Entering the church, ruv ate the last bit before licking his knife and observing it.
Yeah maybe I should clean it off..

✦(gore pretty much ends here)✦

He entered the kitchen and jumped. "Oh- heyyy shawty,"

Sarv looked up and rolled her eyes as she noticed him enter. Usually when he came back, Sarv was never in the kitchen. Always in the main room or her room.

He stepped backwards and hid his knife behind his back. "um- whatcha doin in here?"

"Can't I make something to eat or no?"
"Well you can, I was just- wondering." he nervously shrugged.

He hated how bad of a liar he was around Sarv. When it was towards anyone else though, he was almost psychopathic, lying straight to their faces.

He couldn't bear to make smalltalk anymore, despite how much the atmosphere needed it. If he did, he might say something terrible.

"so, where did you go?"

Ruv internally screamed.
he breathed. "Nowhere, just um- on a walk."

"Sounds nice."
He pulled himself back slightly.
Why was she acting so different suddenly..?

Usually she didn't speak at all, and if it was, she was sarcastically responding to his flirting.

"Um- yeah it was." he lied, his nonexistant pupils turning to the left. "anyways, i'll eh- be right back!" Ruv quickly ran off.

Sarv looked at him rushing down the hall.
"hm."

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