My secret, his love, her heartache...

Chapter 31: she's not worth it

Aya's P.O.V

I heard a knock on the door, i sighed, took a deep breath and opened the door, it was niall

We sat on the bed, he kept ob talking as i drifted into my own thoughts

"It's all your fault" i told him put of the blue, staring at the empty wall "i beg you pardon?" He said "luke" "what's

wrong with him?" "It's your fault, if you never came into my life he would've never died!" "Oh so you're blaming me now?" "Yes niall! Yes!! I blame you for everything! If you didn't come barging into my life none of this would've happened!" "LIKE WHAT?" He shouted

"1. Luke wouldn't have died. 2. I wouldn't have entered jail. 3. I wouldn't have killed the girls. 4.---" i got cut off by him "YOU WOULDN'T BE DATING LOUIS BY NOW!" He shouted at me "WELL GUESS WHAT! LOUIS AND I WERE NEVER DATING! WE WERE JUST PRANKING YOU GUYS! IT WAS FOR FUN!" "I blame you too" he said, his voice calm. I gave him the sign to continue "if you wouldn't have randomly sat in

front of my locker, invited me to your house, didn't sit beside me in chemistry class. None of this would've happened! I fell---" "fell in what niall?" My voice murmured "i fell hard this time" he said eating up and leaving the room "GIVE ME ONE REASON THAT MAKES SENSE NIALL ONE REASON!" "YOU BARGED INTO MY LIFE!" He shouted back, "I FORGOT SOMETHING!" He came back, and shut my door really hard, i got pissed, and went to his room, he was playing guitar "IS THAT ALL YOU CAN

DO?" I shouted he looked at me "ACT LIKE A 5 YEAR YOUNNG KID?" I shouted at him, he ignored and kept playing, my favorite song, drunk by my very favorite singer, the ginger ;) ed sheeran "i wanna be drunk when i wake up, on the right side of the wrong bed" his voice was amazing, SNAP OUT OF IT AYA, i left the room, and went to harry's instead, "come in!" I heard him say, i entered the room, a light smile showed up on his face, "what's wrong? You seem a little bit down" his low voice said, he signaled me to sit on the bed beside him, i did.

"So?" He asked i just sighed, it was his turn to get of the blue *a few minutes later* i shook him gently "harry?" "Huh?" "Were you having a flashback?" I asked "yes" he told me "getting them often?" "They're increasing nowadays" he said staring at the wall, "you're not british!" He said "i know" i told him "then?" He said cocking an eyebrow, turning his attention to me "SHE'S IRISH OBVIOUSLY!" I heard a similar voice scream, "HOLLY FUDGECAKES!!" I shouted as the ginger entered "hello!" He greeted i ran into my room and shut the door, i put some clothes on, because obviously i was wearing a tank top and shorts, with a messy bun, i gave myself a last nod, while watching my reflection and went out, i heard ed whistle "who's that?" He said, i giggled "DAYUM! GURL!" He shouted, i went still giggling, niall came out of his room, a towel around his shoulders, shirtless, he entered the bathroom to take a shower.

"Why didn't anyone tell me he was coming?" I pouted "none if us knew" louis explained putting his arm around my shoulder "are you dating?" Ed asked, "no!" I said taking louis' arm off of my shoulder, niall came in smiling, "WASSAP?" He shouted shaking ed's hand, "where are zayn and the others?" I asked "heba, is at the mall with her friends, josh and monnie are out together, zayn took brit on a date" liam explained "and when will you get girlfriends?" I asked "when you and niall start dating each other" harry teased "that's the last thing i'd do!" I told him "oh shut up!" Harry shouted "you know you like him aya" liam teased "i'd rather drowning in a pool of mayonnaise than dating him!" I shouted "irish and i like it!" Ed said giving me a peck on the cheek "WELL GUESS WHAT? I'D RATHER LICKING A FAT MAN'S ARMPIT THAN DATING YOU!" Niall replied, i left the room, and went to the bathroom, i locked the door and went into the shower, i felt the warm water stream down my body "very warm" i murmured smiling, i took the towel after rinsing and went out, i checked if anyone was out in the hall "good!" I said running into my bedroom, "heyy cutie" i heard harry said which made me rush into my bedroom, i locked the door and cursed him

*after changing*

I went out, i heard the boys talk about something "i just feel pity that's why i'm talking to her" harry said "besides she's worth nothing" louis commented, i put my hand on my mouth, trying so hard not to cry, "i agree with you guys" niall said "guys she's beautiful" ed said, i ran towards my room, but unfortunately i tripped on my way, which dragged the boys attention, i got up, tears streaming down my face, "I HATE YOU!!' I shouted, entering my room, i got the luggage, and packed everything, i heard them knocking on the door, screaming yelling het begging..... I ignored "i'm leaving" i whispered to myself "it's a must" i said again, wiping the tears, i laid on my bed relaxing for a while....

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