Entry Six (Graveyard)

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I went to church today.

Big fucking joke isn't it?

No one in there. No one at all. 

Fuck spiritual value. 

Oh, Mother, please look, I am in church now.

I laughed when I looked around. 

Everything was just fucking stupid. 

Believed in god these people did?

Who is God? 

Everyone's good old fella up above. All karma and good vibes dude.

Everyone's dear old anchor. 

If you're bankrupt, go to church. 

If your girlfriend ditched you, go to church. 

If someone dies, go to church!!

It's the end of the world! Go to church!

Now there's no one. 

So, God. 

Yes, I'm back again. Not seven anymore. Not that poor helpless person before you, asking for my parents to accept me. 

None of that.

I just want to tell you, that everyone dies. 

Yeah everyone dies, that's supposedly your will isn't it?

But apparently, now they just died a bit early. It's like they all are dead. 

It's not the same thing as murder. 

That's all I wanted to say. 

So now, cheers to a long and healthy life of solitude. 

Yeah, I'm not going back there. 

I'm no lost fucking sheep. 

Cliche, right? An atheist? Well, he gives me shit I give him shit. 

It's a win-win. 

Some sort of headache this. 

I feel like I did things I didn't do?

Okay, wait, as I was saying, 

A church is a graveyard. 

Buries a lot of hope and belief in here. 

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