The Truth of Hidden Desire's

Arrogant Stuck up!

Deshay stone's POV

* a loud annoying ringing blared from my bed side nightstand  irritated enough i slam my finger on the screen cutting the Constant noise off. I finally gather myself and head towards my dresser along the wall near my bed room door i search through every drawer. TO no luck i was unable to find anything "churchy" to wear so i settled for some  black jeans  with rips in the knee. I then continued to search for  an appropriate top to wear that would at least settle the elders mind when i walk into the Church house. I finally settled on a  tan short that was long enough to cover the puff in my stomach but short enough to where i was comfortable. *

I heard the two hunks  of the leader from the church that was coming to pick me up, i finish brushing my hair into a bun i grab my phone charger wallet and a twenty and run out the back door and to the brown minivan waiting out front with load of chatty people this morning. I sat in the middle and slide across a few people who clearly were not trying to let me have the window seat. Finally we took a drive a couple miles then got on the freeway the driver made a right  existing off the free way i looked back at my bf at the time who happen to already been picked up. " where are we going wasn't the driver supposed to  make a let?" - i said in a text message since he was behind me and the van was loud with conversation and arguments between the others.

He responds with" I'm surprise you didn't hear we getting a couple of new people to the church so we have to go pick them up " i closed my phone rolling my eyes as i take a small nap . Mr. Fonel had spoke loud enough to wake me up" we are hear everyone out and go inside now please and have a seat together on one side of the church" we all pilled out the minivan and quiet rushed inside  and sat three rows toward the front of the church.

Eventually  church was over and everyone exited the building and hung out in the grass covered lot just in front of the church , kids in one area , adults in another , and the attendees trying to guide everyone out the lot safely. All of a sudden i was a brown-skin woman walking with a girl who looked to be around my age who looked like she could be the woman's twin. "hmm this must be the new people"  i say quickly looking them over as one other elders tried to push her towards our group i scrunch my noise up . 

Oh lord not another snob i mumble to myself rubbing my head I hear the girls and guys trying to get my attention about a childish debate. about local gang members i the area which crew was best and how to diss the other crew. I shook my head play stupid  "whats a cracker mean?" i ask of course they all laugh hard as ever ,this is all a charade i put on in front of all these kids. Hi im Harmony I over hear behind me i look up at the faces of the girls in front of me  and they all made this facial expression i knew to well. 

it was the exact same face when i first arrived to the church and they were upset everyone was cool with me and not the three of them. of course i ignored it and they warmed up to my "idiocy". zi turned around to be spotted by a very nerdy looking black girl . " Hi im deshay " i usually perfer not talking because often i get taunted for the way my voice sounds lets just say my voice sounds like the bride of chucky's wife(jennifer tilly i think it is.) Her eyes got big and she blushed unable to speak back i just thought to myself "stuck up" i heard an elder call my name and i walked away. 

I listen to what Mrs. Jenkins had to say but i wasn't all to focused i was watching harmony  interact with the others . I nod as i heard Mrs. Jenkins request " sweet heart go to the butcher down the street tell him you want three pig feet some onions and peppers" i responded quickly with a yes ma'am as i gather myself from over looking harmony's body i walk out the gate and of course who comes behind me was the three girls asking " where you going, what you getting , who gave you money, are u gonna by snacks " i rolled my eyes and turned around answering sweetly.

To Mr. Chan's butcher shop to get somethings for Mrs. Jenkins and ill share whatever i get with y'all I say skipping to run out the gate and down the block away from them i sigh as i see the girls turn around in defeat and walk to the minivan i keep walking then all of a sudden i hear foot steps behind me i turn around and see harmony speed walking to catch up to me. 

tbc  i will right more all is personal story of how I met the girl I loved for years secretly