After coming to this new university, tae became very silent and cold. He found himself so alone and empty...... Little by little his nightmares started to hunt him and soon he started to get panic attacks whenever he thought about those painful events.
Even though his Jin hyung has been calling and keeps on being in touch with him , tae never told him about his health and poor condition of mind , he didn't want to make his hyungie worried and cause more troubles....... so he would face everything on his own until it became so hard and utterly painful for his fragile heart to handle all of those negetive thoughts and that big guilt. He was suffering all alone , blaming himself again and again and in the end the poor boy ended up having an autophobia .....
End of tae's past story...
Jungkook POV.
Tae complete his story with a deep tired sigh , there was no tears in his eyes but I could clearly see the pain behind those beautiful eyes.... He gave a light smile as I was literally staring at him , trying to see any kind of discomfort but find none ...... I'm happy he opened up with me and was brave enough to shared his painful life story with me...
"Are you ok ?"
I held his hand, taking his long yet soft hands in mine and caressing them slowly,
"I'm fine"
He said with a smile and squeezed my hands a little, letting me know he was not lying but actually was feeling ok,
In all that story, I found something was missing...... Something is hidden and mysterious,
I still couldn't believe that the namjoon hyung I know can be this cruel to his own brother. A warm and comfortable person that radiates kindness but nothing, that kind of person namjoon hyung is... than why did he....."Bunny? Hey, what happened?"
I was in my thoughts when I felt a soft hand on my cheeks cupping my face oh so tenderly ,
I came back to reality and subconsciously kissed his palm ........ OH CRAP!!!! What did I do ?"Tae I -"
My words got stuck in my throat when I see his flustered face, he's bread cheeks were covered in pink dusk while his already big eyes were looking at me innocently...... He's so adorable, just like cute puppy. We were just staring at eachother.... deep inside our souls,
I slowly back away and cough a little, trying to change the atmosphere....
"Sorry"
I whispered and he just nodded his head with his soft pink cheeks and an adorable shy smile , he was unable to speak anything further as he was blushing hard.... Never knew I could make him blushing mess this easily..... But that is not important at the moment,
"Tae don't you think it's strange?"
I asked , finally giving some words to my thoughts,
"strange?"
Tae asked confused as he tilted his head a little , looking adorable extra pro max!!!!
"I don't know tae, but it feels like something is missing, I don't get it why joon hyung is being like this? I seriously don't understand his hate towards you. Like I know you made mistakes but none of them were intentional and besides I know him, hyung isn't the type of person who would blame or hate someone for their mistakes .. he's the type of forgiver. I think joon hyung is hiding something...... Something very big and important "

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my sweet bully🌺 (Vkook Ft. Namjin)
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