"There's something about arriving in new cities, wandering empty streets with no destination. I will never lose the love for the arriving, but I'm born to leave."
― Charlotte Eriksson, Empty Roads & Broken Bottles: in search for The Great Perhaps
I was chasing after august wondering when it was ever going to be the right time and I felt like I got stuck in the meaning of life from what it was supposed to be to the expectation vs. reality but I know that you have a fear of rejection that is still sitting inside of your mind and no matter what you do you cannot seem to turn it off because in your own scenario you're afraid of getting rejected by the one person you want to be your partner. So you keep asking yourself: Why and how can I turn off the fear of rejection?
I feel like you want to turn the tables on me and leave behind whatever you had with me and maybe I wanted to leave behind the past as well and open a new door for my life as well and I am still trying to find my way through all the roadblocks I feel like have come in my way but no matter what I do I feel like they want to turn the tables on me too but I won't apologize for being who I am and who I am meant to be even though they only see through this side of the glass and never bothering to look more inside but I am hoping that I can put back my pieces of the puzzle even though I cannot seem to put back the pieces of time and experience.
But I will never be the one who says leaving was the only thing I could do to erase the problem because in all actuality I had to deal with the problem anyway no matter of it hurt me again or the problem at hand was not granted a chance but I cannot say for certain because I have not seen it in person yet to be able to distinguish whether or not it is worth it but maybe we are both as alike as you may not think but I will never apologize for leaving behind the reality I once knew and creating another dream so that I could love the real story and the realities.
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Chasing After August: When is it ever the right time?
Romancechasing after the august of where I was supposed to meet you but it all feels like a chapter or two too long because I feel like the hours of us are being cut short and when is it ever going to be the right time to meet? I think we are both getting...
