Confuse

To the one named after God

Hey! By the way you caught my attention

Small talks with your stupid jokes

silly smiles with your middle finger

you talk a lot, aren't you?

I hate it when you bother me

Now, I can feel your absence

Mentol candy every morning

Asking to be by my side for you believed in luck

When I pay attention you where distracted

You played allot with other humans

I'm scared so I pushed you away

You played along asking for my attention 

Having fun with my circle of rejection 

I stayed quiet and observed

You little by little detach

You played well dear.

A day with endurance with nights of rejections

Your good today then later you pushed me away

I know, you know I hate rejection

Now I wasn't happy you not being around

I'm scared but we don't have string attached

I message so I can say goodbyes but you didn't wish me luck.

I hope to see you around but its best not too.

For a moment I thought you'd like me 

with silly jokes that puts butterfly

How much to talk to you?

with an attitude I hated you.

You makes me confuse and a little bothered

There are what if's circling around 

For a spilt, I think I liked you

But girls cuddling you around

You smiled and with a manly voice you respond

I stepped backward and stop 

I start being cold and absent

Now you're living without telling me

It sadden me but one day with head up, I'll be proud

Dear no more secrets.

Later you left the key blaming me why did I pick it up

Ungrateful bastard you made me cry

The pressure is unbearable, I hope you at least say, thank you.

Now, I'm done lets stop here.

We met half way think to ease it up

Can't blame my tear from falling with no voice I left.