Alpha's Love, Omega's Brokeness

Chapter 1: Winter Wonderland

Harry POV

It's still snowing from New years to the weekend on Jan 28th. It was a snowy little wonderland and we would go onto the terrace to play in the snow. Matty loved it and giggled at the little snowflakes. First time for him to see snow, so it was really special for me and Louis. I love my little family.

My morning sickness was just a sprinkle, compared to the agonizing day altering nausea I had previously with Matty. Everything was so different this time around. I've been really snuggly and in my nest a lot and been wanting Louis and Matty to come spend time there.

Matty had grown so much and was now crawling at 9 months old. He's gotten so big that it was crazy. Louis and me had savored it all though. The little whims and discovery's of life. Matty was becoming independent already and that made me excited for the new life in my womb. What gender would they be... Would they be feminine or masculine... What would their secondary genders be? So so excited.

As we got inside, Sammy had some hot coco ready for me and we sit down for a bit. While drinking my drink I nursed Matty. He still drank from me. It took a bit to get him started up on nursing, but I'm glad I didn't let it go after the fiasco a few months prior.

Diana was still scary to even think about. How she wanted to kill Matty was so frightening and it kept me up at night. God I wish she'd just die...

Louis had been a rock for me though. When we found out I was with child I had freaked out. I had made a nest and just couldn't make it perfect. I was restless and frustrated and I felt unsafe. Knowing it was worrying my mate, it made me feel bad. Louis had done so much to keep me safe and secure.

Louis POV

Harry was pregnant. He was in the beginning stages, and I loved seeing the little changes. The way he holds his stomach already subconsciously. Seeing him smiling at Matty playing with his toys and damn, I start to tear up. I love them so much.

Harry was more emotional, but no pain like he had like the first pregnancy. Sore, but nothing like how stiff he was when he was pregnant with Mathew. Our babies would be so near each other in age, but I loved it. We always wanted a big family, and I think living around Manchester would be better than living in the actual city. There was a place about 20 minutes out of the mega city and would be easy for both of us to get to work and to have our kids grow up in a relatively normal place compared to an urban place like where we are now.

It was a house in the suburbs, but I obviously made it to our liking. The beautiful house was gated and protected and so many other things were getting installed. It would be done soon, and I couldn't wait to surprise it to Harry.

In a few weeks I would get doctors and ultrasound appointment done at my place as going to the hospital would be so risky. I had constant nightmares of Harry getting hurt or taken from me, but I've tried to hide it best I could. I wanted... No needed to so Harry wouldn't worry so much. I want Harry to have all the faith and reassurance that everything would be okay. Diana would get caught one way or another.

I've been talking with our alpha guards and they have the general area. An hour outside of the city, she has such a good team herself that she evades law enforcement. Everyone trying to find her independently keeps on showing up dead. It was wild to know she was so close to us.

It's been hard to have anyone other than government to find her. As time goes on I am starting to want to lure her out. Have me and Harry go out in public and have Harry as bait, but as much as I want to, I'd never put him through that danger. My omega hasn't really ever been out since we got back from the hospital as we both agreed, even if he goes a bit mad and upset, he will stay put in this flat.