"Who am I"? You may ask.
Perhaps you don't care
I'm the quiet, shy, the invisible girl at school.
I have a big dark hole in my heart.
I'm Empty, lost, helpless.
I'm the girl that no one really sees. I never get guys attention. Everyone is always looking at me like I shouldn't be here. Maybe I shouldn't.
I'm the girl that sits in my room and cry. Listen to sad music thinking about my life.
All I want is for people to ask me if I'm ok and mean it.
I'm the girl that's such a coward to commit suicide.
I'm the girl that loves everyone but gets nothing in return.
The girl that haves demons in her own mind.
I used to think everything will get better I mean I tell my self that every day but nothing changes.
My family dosen't even know me.
I don't even know me.
I feel like I cried more than when I was a baby.
Most people know me as annoying, nosy, weird, the therapist friend.
The friend who gives her all.
Just to be treated with no love back.
life's not fair I just want to be loved or even just cared for.
I want a reason to live.
