I closed the small gap between my wrist and the blade putting a lot of pressure, sliding it horizontally a couple of inches down.
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A cold gust of wind crawls up my skin followed by a sound of fluttering wings fill the room. I look up to a man with raven hair and deep blue eyes squinting, head cocked to the side looking at me with a confused look on his face.
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When I open my eyes I see that I am no longer in my bathroom but in a questionable motel room with the raven haired man staring at me yet again.
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"I'm Sam, this is my brother, Dean." He motioned to the short guy. I didn't know how to respond so I said the first thing that comes to mind, looking down, tugging on my sleeves.
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"Before I got to Riley she took pills and cut her wrist." He said touching my still bleeding wrist.
"Why?" Sam asked looking in my eyes.
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"You're not like that, Riley." He whispers. I open my eyes again to only get locked onto Sam's. I crawl back into bed, pulling the sheets over my pale body. I see Sam crack his back and offer him a spot on the bed. He accepts hesitantly.
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"Nice work, love." The slightly British voice came from an older man, mid-thirties maybe, wearing a nice suit, but I could tell he was no true human. He snapped his fingers and all the people disappeared.
"Crowley!" Sam growled. The man saw them and growned.
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"Riley, we need to talk." Cas said intensely.
I look towards Dean and Sam who both seemed conflicted.
"I know who your father is."
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"Who is it Cas?" Dean asked, annoyed of the sweet moment. I turn to face Castiel.
"Balthazar." He said with a blank expression on his face.
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I feel two cold arms wrap around me. Before I could scream one hand clasped over my mouth, whisking me away out the door before Sam could see I was gone.
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"I'm Helena," she began, " but they all me mama."
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"This," Crowley stroked her hair, "is Lake. Strange name, I know. She's very special, almost as special as you." He smiled.
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On the floor, lying in a bloody heap, was Lake, gasping for air. There was an obvious hole in her stomach. I ran to her, kneeling beside her.
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We were silent other than our heavy breathing and Sam saying, "I've missed you so damn much." into my ear.
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We were silent other than our heavy breathing and Sam saying, "I've missed you so damn much." into my ear.
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Sam, I'm pregnant." I repeated, tears threatening to spill out. He hated me, I mean why else would he not say anything. He was frozen. Dean walks up, confusion spread across his features.
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"Riley," Sam sighed, "we-I...hey, listen-" he stuttered, approaching me.
"You're leaving?" I knew he would eventually.
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Sam. My Sam. His long brown hair, hazel eyes, gargantuan figure.
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"Crowley sends his deepest apologies about the baby." He plunged the knife into my swollen stomach and I sunk to the cold floor.
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"Are you ready?" Chuck asked, lifting his hand to my forehead. I responded with a sigh.
He placed his rough hand on my forearm and I squinted my eyes closed as a blistering pain shot through my body.
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Birdy...is it really you? "I heard a deep voice manifest from behind me.
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"Riley Mae Reid, You have made me the happiest guy in the world for three years, and I want more years to come and want to grow old with the love of my life.. you.. Will you marry me?" He says, looking up at me and holding the small black box with the beautiful ring inside it.
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"I love you Birdy..forever.." He whispers, leaning his forehead against mine and smiles.
"I love you too.. forever and always." I say, giving him a soft peck on the lips.