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Top: Y/n
Bottom: Soobin

Soobin POV:

Me and y/n have been couple for 5 years now. Yes, we're never fall in love with someone else except each other. Since highschool we've been together and never ever broke up.  We're the happiest couple. Only at that time.

Now,once we graduated from highschool, we think that we both think that we should live together like a married couple. She got in my house and we both live together. But things change after a few months.

She got many works until she couldn't even spend time with me. I understand that she want to make our life easier but it feels like she have no any presence in this house.

She always came home late after I slept and sometimes when I was still awake and she came home, I wanna spend my time with her like cuddling but she always said she tired and she need to sleep early because the next day she need to go work early. It feels like she doesn't want to be with me.

I was really hoping that (he will come through...jk😋) we can be like last time when we were in highschool.

Being the famous and cute couple because of your popularity. Always have time for each other, cuddling all the time, making out, going date every week and so on. All the things we could do like last time. Things never change.

But because of you really focus at work rather than your omega, I think things really change a lot especially you. I guess we just a stranger right now.

But today I wish you don't forget about our 5th anniversary. I really hope for it.

~Time skips~

It's already 1 am and she still not coming home. It's feels like I live alone here. There's no her presence. Like she never exist in my life.

Then I heard the from door lock open meaning that she already went home. Should I just act like I'm sleeping or just wait for her to come here? I think I should just wait for her.

~Few minutes later~

Why she took so long downstairs? She suppose to come here already. I should check her.

I went out from bedroom and walked to the stairs hearing some voices. One of it I really familiar and  the other one I don't know who that is. "Why she brought stranger to our house?" I thought before going downstairs. The voice is getting louder and louder when I took one step each down the stairs. I then walk to the living room.

Once I arrive at the living room, I only saw things I really regret it. Things that makes me feel heart broken.

Y/n is making out with a guy on her lap.  In my house. In my couch. She betrayed me these whole time.

I just stood there for a while before she saw me. "S-soobin!!" She said before throwing the guys away from her lap. "What all of this? Is this what you do this pass few months?!! Is this why you didn't have any time to spend with me?! Is this why you forget about me?!! That there's someone   is waiting for you in this house?!! You forgot about me!! You forgot that today supposed to be our 5th anniversary and you easily forgot about it!!!!"" I yelled to her at the top of my lungs. 

"I-i can exp-" I cut her off. "Shut up!! I don't care anymore!! Get out from my house!! I don't wanna see you at the front of my eyes again!! Ever again!!! Get lost!!! Bring this guy!! " I said while pointing to the front door.

"B-but I d-don't ha-" "I don't care!! As long as you're not here!! Now get out now before I call police" I said before pulling out my phone from my shorts pocket. "Let's go" the guy that I ignored the whole time said then pulling y/n out of my house. Once I smacked the door behind them,I slightly fall to my knees.

"Why this things always happen to me!!! Am I deserve to be like this!! Am I deserve to be alone for my whole life?!! Am I deserve to get heartbroken?!!!!" I screamed while pulling my hair.

After that day, my life change a lot. I didn't get out from my house almost 3 month, I just knew I got depression the next week and I always lie on my bed. I only stand up when taking foods and shower. My friends sometimes visit me.

They also tell me to move on from her and stop thinking about it but I just can't. She's my everything, my world. But she's also the causes of me became like this.

But today, my friends want to bring me shopping to ease my hurts.  At first I was insist but because they force me, I gave up.

I wore a simple plain t shirt match with a black-grey shorts and a black cap. I put my sneakers on before meeting my friends at the park.

When we go to the mall, we buy a lot of things. Not we, THEM. They force me to buy things for myself. They buy me snacks and some ramen since I can't really cook. We go around the mall for more like 2 hours and we end up at the restaurant.

They buy a lot of foods while me, only water. "Dude, can you just move on from it? It was 3 months ago." I just silent. All of the sudden someone called my name. A very familiar voice. The voice that I wanna forget about it. The someone stood at the front of me. I look at up to see the person I mostly last hate in my life.

Y/n

I look down back after looking at her without giving any expression to her. "Soobin" she called me. "What?" I asked with angry in the voice. "Can we talk?" She asked. "We're talking right now" I glared at her. "R-right" she awkwardly said then rub her neck. My friends look at each other before  excuse themselves leaving me with this woman. "I wanna say sorry that time. I shouldn't do that in our anniversary" I just quiet. "But I can explain about it!!" She said. "No need to explain. It's already past.  We're even together" I said with scoffed.

"But please!! I need to explain about it!!" She begged. I rolled my eyes before nod. "Actually I didn't forgot about our anniversary" I cut her off by standing up and give her widen eyes yet full of anger. "I know. I know. Let me continue explain" I huffed while sitting back on my seat. "I want to make a surprise for our anniversary. I made a picnic for us few days before. That's why I made an excuse about works, so that you will not suspicious about me." "B-b-but about you and the guy m-making out?!!!" "I was set up. Don't you remember that the guy was my cousin?" I was speechless. I never thought it turn out like that. I feel dumb this whole time. I feel guilty angry at her. I feel angry to myself for jump to conclusion without hearing her explanation. I feel really angry.

Tears fall to my cheek making it wet. "I-i-i'm sorr-ry!!!!! I s-s-shouldn't jump t-to conc-clusion!! I s-should he-ear your expl-aination!! I-i-i'm sorr-ry!!!!" I said between my sob. She just pull me to her embrace and caress my hair.

"It's okay. I know you misunderstood about it. I already forgive you." She then kiss my forehead. "So, can we start again?" She asked. "No" Her face shocked+sad. Then I just giggled before kissing her lips. I really miss this lips.

After we both kissing for few minutes, I really that we still in the restaurant. I pulled myself from the kiss then look surround me, people is watching both of us from the beginning. Shit! This is so embarrassing. I gave them an awkward smile before facing back to y/n.

"I think we should go" I whispered to her. She nodded and we both stand up to go out, of course after pay the foods that 'my friends left us just now'. We both hold each other hand while walking to the park.

Once we sit on one of the bench, she asked me "Are you really really want us to start again?" She asked. "If I don't, that what was the purposed I kissed you at the front of many people" "owh right" her cheek turns crimson red. I like to see her flustered.

"So that's mean we can do...you know?" I teased her showing 👉👌 sign. She smirked then whispered to me "tonight" she said before walking to house. "Y/n wait!!" I said before run to catch her. She just giggled before running.

So that's how our life continue to be together......

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Sorry guys for the very very bad ending. I don't know how to close this story. And I also sorry for late to update the next chapter. I'll doublebupdate as my sorry to you.
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Edited:
2/5/23