Kill.
I would kill for him.I would kill myself to see him. End my own existence for my brother. I was going to use the very noose he did. I would attach it to the rafters in the attic and die in the same place he did, and in the same matter.
Opening the hatch to the attic, I climbed up, noose in hand. After attaching the withered rope to the ceiling, I blew dust off of my ancient CD player.
I put in an old disc I had burned myself, back when Limewire was still around. Weren't those the days. I remember burning music with Mikey back in highschool.
Pressing play, I climbed the stool in the center of the room and fastened the rope around my neck. The music flowed through the old room.
"I walk a lonely road, the only one that I have ever known..."
I kicked the stool out from underneath my feet, I fell. My stained white Converse dangled below me.
"Sometimes I wish someone would come and find me..."
My matted black hair fell over my face and my vision blurred before going black. My last breath escaped and the final thought in my mind was of Mikey.
"'Till then, I walk alone..."
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12 Days (Gerard and Mikey Fic)
FanfictionWarning: contains feels and possible triggering subjects