12 Days (Gerard and Mikey Fic)

Last Thoughts

     After my vision went black, I was unable to think anymore. My senses became useless. I became unaware of everything until I felt death overcome me.

     Images of my family flashed through my head. My friends, my family, strangers. Familiar objects from around the house. The noose. Mikey.

     "Check my vital signs, know that I'm still alive, I walk alone..."

     And it all went black again.

***

     I didn't see Mikey. Heaven is not real. Mikey is gone. I am gone. I've left behind my friends, my family... everything. All because I am weak and couldn't handle the fact that my brother ended his own life, on his own terms. I was and still am a poor excuse for a brother... son... father... husband... human.