milani pov 2 years later:
"mama, we going onna date tonight." jay says walking into the room with lexi on his side while isaiah is on our bed. "okay, but whos watching the babies?" i ask. "i already asked melz, she said yea so we gotta be out the house by 7:30." he says coming over to me giving me a quick peck. "ewwww." lexi says and isaiah makes a face. i laugh and being tickling them both.its 7:30 and me and jay are otw to wherever he planned our date to be. he told me to dress semi fancy so i put on a black short dress and black heels.
"you look good mama. oh, and i got you these." he says handing me a bouquet of roses. "thank you handsome. these are beautiful." i say smiling at him. we pull out of the driveway and head to our destination. we arrived at the place & had dinner, then we went for a walk around town and ended up at the park. i dont know how we always end up at this park but i dont mind. jay stops walking and turns towards me.
"milani. i love you. which im sure you know but ill never stop saying it. since the day we met i knew i wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. and now your the mother of my kids. i appreciate you to the max. i've messed up so many times but you've never given up on me. & i know i stress you out but i really do love & appreciate you. you're the love of my life. i wouldn't do anything to change that." he says taking a deep breathe. i smile at his words. he reaches into his pocket and kneels down on one knee. my eyes go wide. "like i said, i love & appreciate you so much & what the spend the rest of my life with you. so milani dior stephans, will you marry me?" he says. i begin tearing up. "of course." i say. he smiles and slips the ring onto my finger before pulling me into a passionate kiss. i hear people cheering from around us and see our family and friends. they all come running up to us cheering and congratulating us. "the day everyoneee has been waiting for!" notti says and i laugh. "no literally, we've all known for about a month now." dd says and ddot nods in agreement. the rest of the night we all just hung out talking about everything. all of our memories together. i loved this. i've been through so much with these people. they've brought me out of my shell and made me the person i was today.
notti. my baby man. he was the sweetest soul ever. he was always there for me regardless of anything. he always sat and listened to me whenever i needed someone to vent to or just needed a shoulder to lean on. i love him more than anything.
dd. my mf twin. we're literally the same person. hes come so far with everything, im beyond proud of him. there was never a day he failed to put a smile on my face, even at my lowest points. i could never thank him enough.
ddot. my little brother. hes not really my brother, but hes the little brother i always wanted. we fight & protect eachother. i'll forever have his back and even tho we dont say it alot, i love him like blood.
a'niyah & aaliyah. my little sisters. they really been with me forever. i couldn't thank them enough and i appreciate them so much. they've fought bitches with me and always had my back regardless.
essence. my little sister and bestfriend. we got eachother through anything and everything. yes we fight and fuss but at the end of the day i dont know what i'd do without her. shes my twin flame. i love and appreciate her more than anyone would know.
and jay. my baby father and soon to be husband. we've been through everything together. and to this day theres no other boy i could imagine myself with ever. hes made me feel loved on a different level. hes never failed to tell me how much he loves and appreciates me, & vice versa. im beyond happy with him & even happier that he gave me my two little blessings.
they were my family. messy, annoying, loving, and hilarious. i wouldn't trade them for the world. if you would have told me 3 years ago i would be in this position im in today i would look at you like you were off a perc. but im beyond grateful that im here right now. with the people i love most.
_________________________andd thats the end, i kinda ran out of ideas with this book- but im working on another jayklickin on & might make a luh tyler one.
anyways thank you guys for the support of this book <3