TW: Hints towards self harm
(This was also in my vent book)
(intro bit)
Every day, every night, the thought plagues my mind
"Just do it!" she says
"You'll feel better" she says
I don't like how she's right
it gives her all this might
(music bit)
"Zebra arms! Zebra arms!" she'll say she'll say
"Candy cane! Candy cane!" she'll pay she'll pay
Disregarding what I want
Disregarding what I say
She'll do whatever she wants if it causes me pain
She'll say whatever she wants if it messes with my brain!
(music bit)
"You should try using glass."
What?
"Never mind. Your hearing is just bad."
I know
"This is why you suck at listening and are bad socially."
But-
"NO BUTS! You listen and accept what I say!"
Okay...
Why do I even try?
Why-Why do I even try!?
"Zebra arms! Zebra arms!" she'll say she'll say
"Candy cane! Candy cane!" she'll pay she'll pay
Disregarding what I want
Disregarding what I say
She'll do whatever she wants if it causes me pain
She'll say whatever she wants if it messes with my brain!
(music bit)
(So done..)
...
(So done!)
...
(SO DONE!!)
...
I'M FUCKING DONE!!!
!!!
SHUT UP
(Zebra arms! Zebra arms!)
I DON'T CARE
(she'll say she'll say)
YOU WON'T GO ANYWHERE
(Candy cane! Candy cane!)
UNTIL I MAKE YOU TEAR
(she'll pay she'll pay)
YOU'LL REGRET
(Disregarding what I want)
ALL THINGS
(Disregarding what I say)
ALL THE THINGS THAT MADE ME SCREAM
(She'll do whatever she wants)
ALL THE THINGS THAT MADE ME DREAM
(if it causes me pain)
I DON'T KNOW
(She'll say whatever she wants)
LET GO
(if it messes with my brain!)
LET YOU GO OFF THE EDGE
THE ONE THING I NEVER DREAD
...
Oh shit
I did it again
...
"Zebra arms! Zebra arms!" I say I say
"Candy cane! Candy cane!" I'll pay I'll pay
Disregarding what she wants
Disregarding what she says
I'll do whatever it takes to make her feel pain
I'll say whatever I need to get her out of my brain!
...
Slowly, I realize
that I am the one
who took away the fun
who scattered everyone
...
I'm the reason I feel all my pain...
(Music bit)
Every day, every night, the thought plagues my mind
"Just do it!" I say
"It's not that bad!" I say
...
I then drift into my blessed dream.
Only to wake up and start over,
I scream
YOU ARE READING
Song lyrics go yaya
RandomMe go make song lyrics that have a chance of becoming real. If I post them on YouTube and MAYBE Spotify, it may be deleted
