..****** does anyone have problems with cutting or thoughts about suicide? Read this book ..**********
Hello my name is Ashelynn peace and I have a big problem with cutting. I get called a fucking slut and a big fatass each day. I cut and I think that I don't even belong here on earth. I am Starting to cut even more and more. My life all started when my mom left. I had to stay with my dad because my mom was a crazy druggie. Well one day I went down to eat and my dad pushed me down, tore off my panties, and raped me. I was so scared that I couldn't move. I screamed for help and the neighbor came in and knocked my dad out by hitting him with a pan.
That is all I'm writing for now. If you are interested then comment and yea... I need more reads so I know to put more...btw...some of this story is true but most of it is my imagination so...also comment suggestions thanks!!!<3
Hay thanks guys... I never got 15 readers before ( ya im lame)but thank you and here goes my next update:)
We ran to my neighbors house and she hid me so my dad couldn't find me. Everything was going by so fast. At first my dad and I just havin fun and hangin out,then he rapes me. I thought my life was over. I was so depressed. I cut more and more and I got madder and madder.... I started to cry. I ran to my house, found a gun,band shot my dad. I placed the gun in his hand so it would look like he did it to himself. I ran to my neighbor and told her that he did suicide.
My neighbor called the cops and soon enough I was living in the orphanage. I still went to school and everybody found out about me. They all said " wow nobody likes u,even your dad shot himself because of you! ". And that's when I just about had it.........
**********i need some suggestions!!! And waaaaaaaay more readers. Vote and tell me if this book is good or bad? Thanks
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Hay guys I'm back....well I have 146 reads now!!! I'm soo happy!!!! Please keep the comments going and will will reply as fast as possible!!:)
I ran to the bathroom, pulled my knife out of my backpack, and cut. My arm was bleeding and I wrote on the wall" fuck all of you guys!!!!". I waited two hours for it to at least heal a little bit and I put my cover over my arm. I went on the Bus home and saw one of the girls who called me a slut. I sat right behind her. Her hair was long, beutiful , and the best of all, it was right in forint of me and hanging off the seat. I slowly grabbed out my knife and, without her knowing, cut it off. I put my knife back in my backpack and acted as I never did it. As she walked off the bus, her friends behing her screamed, they told her and she screamed and started to cry. I ran home, went into my room, and laughed. The next day was the best if all...........
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Well that was my BFF!!!! And yea.. Nice...two sentences!! Hah..I love her!! Well I'm going to do a contest,just because:) and yea..here it is... Whoever can guess my middle name..I will write a whole paragraph just for you....TRY TO GUESS!!! And yea..comment and tell people to read this !! I have 400 and something!! Yay!!oksy... Time for story..
I usually get to school early because I can't stand the orphanage and I come here. In brittney( the girl who's hair I cut off😊) locker, I found a big black marker and wrote " I've had sex with Bryan!!"( she actualy did but nobody knows until now) I just can't wait to see the look on her face:) I also took out a few condemns and glues them to her locker. She usually is late to class so everyone will see it before she does and bye bye boyfriend bryan!!!! That's bitch deserves it! I also went into the bathroom and spray painted "this is where a dead girl layed" now I bet no one will go into their !! I love my birthday !!!!
....',!?!' Hay guys...so I need some ideaa...and I am getting hate inboxes telling me to stop:(( I don't know what to so:( I've gotton 20 and I'm thinking that I mite end book early...what do I guys think?
Haaayyyy people!!!!!!!!!
Everybody walked by her locker today..and what's awesome..she was late. EVERYBODY looked at it and laughed. Bryan saw it and looked pissed. When Britney got to school , Bryan went up to her and said" were through.forever....gosh your such a bitch!" She started to cry and begged him to take her back,but he just walked away and said "fuck you!!" I was so happy.the bitch got what she deserved.
I decided to step up my look a little bit. A little makeup, better clothes, and I did my hair. All day today, boys kept looking at me...especially Bryan.......
•••••••••••••••••••••comment and vote if you like!!! This was an idea from someone who commented!!thank you!!!!!!
Hay guys..not an update..I have writers block!!! Ahh!! But I updated a picture of my arm now
