Rory's POV
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What I've discovered is that the people who say 'I'll never cut' are the ones with the most scars.
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After I left Vaath I cried my eyes out in my small room as reality hit me I became more frustrated with myself, I never needed this.
You know how you have thoughts sometimes, about the end of the world and all. And you get that tingling sensation in your stomach. Wanting so badly to postbond the inevitable truth of our cruel world.
That's how I feel, I feel so bad for myself even though I know nothing will come from wishing.
I praise that these walls are thick enough to hide my sobs.
But in all honesty I have no idea why I'm crying, Maybe because my life sucks (nope), Because of Vaathan (nope), Because of my mom (nope), dad? (nope).
Not even because of Liam.
The reason I sit amongst a bed of tears is because of my life, because of what I am and because I know that there's is no cure for it,
I can't wake up and suddenly be one species. I'm going to be the way I am until the end of my days.
You just gotta ride the wave I guess; run with the wind.
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Obeying The Orders Of Rory McVey
WerewolfHe was the boy who broke the rules, She was the girl who made them. He was the boy who set the timer, She was the girl who cared very little for time
