16 - deal

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I'm a complete dickhead

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I'm a complete dickhead. I fucked up big time. It's been a day already and I haven't seen Kamari. I haven't even eaten or gotten out of my room.

Only if I didn't agree to that deal none of this would've happened.

I made my way to the kitchen to grab something to eat, well at least to try and eat. I can't be a pussy and not eat that's too childish.

Just as I made my way to the kitchen a loud bang was heard on the door. I quickly ran to the door to see who it was, before I opened the door I grabbed my gun.

Gosh thank god it's not some enemy. It's only Lexi. Wait what's she doing here? Does she know where Kamari is at?

"You" she pushed me making her way inside, "why the fuck did you upset Kamari?!" She raised her voice at me but that didn't faze me. I just stood there with a blank expression not letting her see that I've been suffering after Kamari.

"What could I have possibly done, huh? Just because I had a girl in my office? Is that why she decided to be a pussy and leave?" Those words stung me to say them. None of these were true. I love Kamari with all my heart and I'd even buy the whole fucking world for her if she wanted me to. I'd walk through hell and back for her and through fire just to see and have her by my side and happy.

"Do you even hear yourself? That girl loves you and was gonna risk her everything for you. But you being a complete dickhead bringing random woman in your office doing dirty business with them. Unbelievable. Why did you ask her to be your girlfriend then? Why did you? When you knew you can't treasure her and love her the way she loves you." Listening to what Lexi is telling me breaks my heart more. Kamari deserves better and I can't even offer her anything. I betrayed her by having another fucking woman over because of a fucking deal.

"I have my reasons now please don't waste my time and leave me alone." I walked away but she talked once more. "Before I leave give me some of her belongings she will stay over at my place for a while."
I gripped my hands in a fist digging my nails into my palm feeling blood dripping.

Well done for breaking her heart dickhead.

"Go upstairs and grab whatever you need and leave immediately. I am busy."

God I'm such dickhead. I am acting so cold but i know deep down that I won't be able to stay without Kamari not even 20 seconds.

I went into my office and locked myself up in there not wanting to see anyone. I went to my mini fridge that is located near my desk and grabbed a bottle of whiskey.

Yes in case you're wondering I do drink my anger/sorrows away. That's the only way I can stay calm.

Sorry if this chapter is short I run out of ideas for this chapter. 😅

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