chris he is in 9th grade and I'm in 7th grade his sister is my bestie so he and i are really close i know we are both young for this love story but pls hear the story first at that time i was 11 he was 15 4 year gap thats why we are not dating so lets start the story
Him and i see each other in the missionary academy club it is a type of club which we learn about god and bible this club is taken care by a a woman who we called sister luna sister luna is really kind we learned so much because of her and she know i have a crush on chris so she always partnered me with chris and i love her for that,that day a newgirl joined her name was vanessa vane for short she looks cute and pretty i was threatened by her beauty i was so scared chris would fall in love with her and i saw chris talking with her i was jealous she is indeed very pretty so when i got home i saw a text from chris saying -
Chris: hey are u jealous that im talking to vane
Me: no why would i be
Chris: i know u have a crush on me
Me: how are u so sure
Chris my sister told me everything
Me: yea i have a crush on u so umm what do u say wanna hangout sometime?
Chris sorry but no i dont really want relationship right now my last was a disaster
Me: its ok i'll wait
Chris:thanks
Then we start talking about other stuff like anime and things at the club it has been going like that for 1 month chris and vane start to get really close vane is a shy girl chris has a thing for shy girls and im not shy i can never be quiet i have many friends vane dont so chris always hangout with her since they are in the same grade i know im not the one to judge or be jealous of her but i cant help felling so insecure about myself i tried to change for him but i can never really impress him and 2 months later -
I was cleaning the club and chris and vane were talking i was really jealous and then my 3 friend which were in the club too elara,zoey,anna they came to me saying sister luna has planed a picnic in the river which is really not far away from our town i was so excited meaning i can spend some time with chris so when its tommorow i got ready and sister luna and the others were waiting for me then we arrived at the river there are 9 members in the club 3 boys and six girls.So when we arrive chris was giving vane all of his attention i was so jealous and right then my cousin eric came to me and said u look gloomy today come on lets go join the others in the river and i gladly agree chris was not texting me for 1 week now i dont wanna text him first so we have not text for 1 week now maybe he is too busy with vane ugh im so jealous that day chris did not even look at me and from that day chris did not talk to me anymore and he got mean and toxic towords me so i stay away from him it hurts me seeing him like that with me but still i wanna give him a chance but he never really care if i give him another chance or not he was living his normal life with vane i heard from anna that he was constantly talking about vane at home too i just wanna cry but all i can do is look at them being so happy so i decide to make myself busy with gaming and one day when i was playing mobile legends i play with this boy named jhon he wants to be friends so i friend him and he text me and we start talking ever since we have been talking for 3 months and then we date at first we text in mobile legend since he did not want to give me his number i dont know why so we just text in ml it was hard but i manage nothing made me happier seeing his message he is funny and always make me laugh i told my friends about him and they really did'nt trust him and chris heard i got a new bf and he starts to get even more toxic but idc anymore i got jhon now but i wont lie deep down in my heart chris always will be my love but i just dont want to be with him right now so i kept myself busy by talking to jhon everyday me and him dated for like 5 months but then one day he text me he said do you want to be break up? And then i said i dont know but i think we should then he said ok and he just block me and i lost contact with him but i know he wont hate me
And then i have to put up with chris's attidute im so sick of him
And in that month we have a competition its a friendly competition where bible academy or stuffs lime that compete in sports,choir,testimony so we were invited and we start preparing and whe the day 1 comes i got a lot of new friends and my friend anna have someone who has a crush on her im so happy for her his name was henry, henry was their football captain of the blue rich academy so he was pretty popular and his friend harry has a crush on me but i dont really like him henry got my number and we started talking and one night i just got so desperate i ask henry to be my bf idk i am not in my right mind that night so he said yes and we dated and on the day the competion ends we say goodbye and spend lots of time together and henry and i was not the best match he wants the touchy type relationship and i just wanna sit and talk under the moonlight so we broke up after a few days one day chris and i was partnered up again so i try and talk with chris but he give me the cold shoulder WHY are u ignoring me he replied i dont talk with traitors i just laugh and went home that night sister luna called me she ask if i was okay i said im fine then i hangup i know it was not the nicest way to say goodbye but i just needed to get some fresh air so i decided to pay more attention in school and i got my grades up a little school was the best i started to work on myself and eventually i got over him.one day vane called me saying "hey im going to move to another state" and i was sad for some reason that night we host a goodbye hangout in elara's place chris and all the other members were there too chris doesn't seem bothered or sad i was so confused i thought he like vane so i ask anna,anna said he never really like vane he just did that to make me feel jealous and it got so wrong because i dated bunch of other guys when chris was only trying to make me jealous i feel so bad vane was only a shy girl and wanted some friends but i let my jealousy gets the best of me how worse can i be i hate myself so much, that night i started to bond with vane since she will be moving in 2 days vane was really a fun person to hangout with and chris our love life ended like that but atleast i got a friend so im not going to be mad i love vane i was wrong to judge her she is the best so i spend her last 2days with her and we made memories together which I'll never forget then when it's time for her to leave i say goodbye to her and she gives me a beautiful butterfly necklace and i gave her a rose hair clip and decided to stay in touch
A few months past now we are only 6 days away from christmas sister luna suggests we do gift exchange and we are thrilled especially me I've always love gift exchange and christmas day came i spend the morning and after noon with family and spend the night with sister luna and the others it was a great night and morning came and i prepared for school that day since my dad is busy and couldn't drop me to school i wait for the bus zoey and my other friends were there too and there is this boy alex, alex is a friendly boy who is always smiling and is always a topper in his class he was 15 and in the 9th grade and he is really athletic and he isn't that handsome. So the kids waiting for the bus wants some mango which is just above us in the trees but they couldn't reach it so he take the mango from the tree and give it to them i jokingly ask i want one too and to my surprised he give me ond i was blushing so hard after that day i decided to keep my eyes on him and learned more about him and i think im slowly falling in love.At first i do it to make chris jealous but i fall harder and harder now he is my crush but he doesn't know and i talk to his cousin's gf harper to ask for his ig username she said alex dont have an ig account soi was a bit sad but its ok these type of boys are the best dont have any social media and the next day when i went to school everyone knows i have a crush on alex i went to harper and ask her she said whats the point of having a crush if u dont even tell him i was so mad and the worst part is she tells alex i have a crush on him and alex dont like me back i was not expecting him to like me back but it was so embarrassing i dont even have the courage to face alex anymore idk what im going to do now.
