Hello,at first I would like to tell you something general about me. My name is vanessa,but some friends call me Ness or angel. Everything that you have to know for the beginning is that I love the band black vail brides and that I'm injoy in a group on what's app for that band. The people from this group aren't only some boys and girls.... I don't know very much about them,but we are after three month like a great big family. Everyone of them wants the best for each other. In this group are so many kind and nice guys,that i can't imagine why a person like me get so many people who accept me like I am. How you could notice I don't have many friends at school. That comes all because I'm not like the others. I don't care very much about something like 'Germany next topmodel' or 'the bachelor'. All I want to do the whole day is listen to music,chat and reading some great books. Besides they can't accept that I don't care about when the main group of my class told me that they don't want me with there group. Sometimes they are calling slut or fat girl after me. This words let me feel like am really fat or stupid,but I know that. This feeling is very worse so that I began to hurt myself and cut me....I told everybody that i would never do this. But that it comes that i do it by myself... At the beginning I thought that everything is still ok,but just a few days later I noticed that I only were broken...
