JALS (Prequel): My First Love Story

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

***Senior Year.

It's been 2 years since we started to train in SM Entertainment. We are nearing to our debut and we've already released our teaser.

But we are still staying here in the Phillipines, because only a few recognizes us here. We are also at peace when we are here.

Today is our Christmas Party, December 16. I don't feel well today, I don't know why. I don't feel like going to our Christmas Party too but I need to because SuHo told me to.

I am here outside our classroom and there too many people going in and out of their classrooms too because they're too busy. But me, I don't know what to do.

I saw Sooyoung went out their room, I miss her so badly. The last time I talked to her, we're still freshmen and that's the first day of school. I don't even know if she still recognize me, I think not anymore.

"Yah, are you alright?" Jong-in asked.

"Yah? Are you older than me?" I asked him but in a sarcastic way.

"I was just joking hyung, I am trying to sound casual." Jong-in told me.

"So, should I call you Kai now?" I asked him.

"Yes. Because that would be my stage name after all." He said and smiled at me.

"Okay, Kai." I told him.

We are silent in a few moments, then suddenly our classmates started screaming and they sound excited.

"They must be exchanging gifts, let's go inside." Kai told me.

"Yes." I replied.

We went inside and Kai's right because they're exchanging gifts already. Our teacher asked me and Kai to pick a piece of paper in the bowl so we would know whom to give our gifts.

It's a rule that if you're a guy, you must buy a gift for a girl. So we picked a name inside the bowl and I opened the piece of paper,

Jessica Jung.

Ohhhh, it's Jessica. I know Jessica is Sooyoung's bestfriend. We are also close because Jessica and I are classmates since freshmen. But me and Sooyoung, we are just classmates when we're first year.

"Jess." I told my teacher.

"Ugh thank God it's you. I thought it's going to be Kai who doesn't know what gift he should buy." Jessica cursed but then smiled after I gave her the gift I bought.

"Open it." I told her.

"Should I?" She asked.

"Yep." I told her.

She opened the gift and she was shocked when she saw it. She really is happy when she saw my gift. It's a Baby-G collection, color white.

"It's awesome. Thank you!" Jessica said and she hugged me.

"You're welcome." I told her.

"But I really hope that you're next gift to me is your friend, Kris." Jessica said in a joke manner.

By the way, we call ourselves, EXO. Because it's our soon to be group name in Korea and we don't matter to use that here in the Philippines because just a few people will recognize us.

We have a new transferred friend here in our school, Tao, Lay, and Kris. Which are also our groupmates. We will be debuting soon so our manager suggest that we must stick together and be closer with one another.

"I'll ask him, okay?" I told Jessica and laughed.

"I'm just kidding." She said and we parted ways. But she tapped my arms before she go and I just smiled.

I went outside our classroo-

"Can you be my girlfriend?" I looked at the guy who is asking a girl to be his girlfriend and there are too many students beside them.

I focused my eyes on the guy.

Only to find out,

It's Chanyeol and Sooyoung.

Chanyeol's finally asking Sooyoung to be his girlfriend and that's a crap. Why did SuHo let this happen?! I thought he would stop Chanyeol doing this? But why is this happening.

I ran downwards and ran quickly to the Parking Lot so I could go away, away, away, just away, far away from here!

"Lu Han!" Someone shouted but I don't care who it is, I didn't looked back.

I drove as fast as I can because there are just a few cars in the road today. So I don't care if i'll be caught by a police, all I need to do is to escape on the pain that I am feeling right now.

What did I do to feel this way?

Why does it have to be my friend winning over me? Why can't I do something to get the girl I love? Why am I always the loser? Why do I have to lose everytime?

*SuHo calling.

I answered it.

"LuHan, what are you thinking? Slow down!" He shouted over the phone.

"I won't listen to you anymore." I shouted too.

"LuHan hyung, what's the matter?" I know who's voice is that. But I don't want to hear his voice right now. It's Chanyeol's.

"You're asking me what's the matter? You are the matter!" I shouted.

"Why?!" Chanyeol asked.

"Stop it. Don't talk to him for now, Chan." Lay told him. I know it's Lay's voice I hear.

"You stole the girl that I love the most and SuHo covered everything. You are all so mean, why didn't you even gave me chance?" I asked all of them because I know this is a group call. Then suddenly a tear came running down from my eyes.

"We are sorry." SuHo said.

"LuHan hyung, I will stop loving her. Just slow down the car because you will not be safe." Chanyeol told me.

"Don't try to be nice to me because this won't change anything." I told them.

"LuHan slow down!" Kris shouted over the phone.

"I won't!" I shouted too.

"Slow down now! You're going to crash onto someon-"

*BLAG!!!!!!!*

I don't feel the pain physically.

I feel the pain inside of me.

It hurts so deeply.

I just want to die immediately.

But I just realized what just happened right now, I got hit by a car. But even though I was a hit by car, it's still Sooyoung i've been thinking of...

if I will have an amnesia after this, it will still be her I'll be thinking of.

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Yep, yep, yep.
That is what happened on the day Sooyoung and Chanyeol have been together. Remember what Sooyoung said at the first book?

'Why does everyone have to be hurt just for me and Chanyeol be together?'

It's not just LuHan who was hurt, you'll know in the next chapter who'll be hurt too.

xoxo,
Redforever.