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Bang Yedam

It's been 200 and 20 days  since he last saw him, saw his smile, heard his teasing and laughters that always calmed them and be ready to perform on stage.. He missed him badly if he's being too honest and deeply hurt, disappointed even.. How can he not.. He wasn't given a chance.. he just disappeared for whatever reason he can't accept.. They just had a two weeks break and when they resumed their activity the twelve boys he called brothers now became ten.. What the heck happened within those fourteen days..

But last night he saw him from the farthest raw during their darari perf  hello concert  in Manila... His heart beats crazily when their eyes met.. As his eyes can't decide if its reality or a dream his heart says otherwise but everything was cut short Coz when he looked again there was no Bang Yedam.. Was last night just an illusion created by his heart that misses the man so much?..

He decided to go straight from the airport   to the place where his hope of seeing him again doing some masterpiece instead of resting in their dorm.. A hope he can't lose coz if it does everything will surely cramble...

Is this still a dream? Bang Yedam is walking side by side with THE GDRAGON and other producers he seemed engrossed listening with whatever the producers are talking.. He looked different from what he remembers of him.. Shoulder length aluminum blond hair in a bun with messy fringe, the subject of his longing and affection  looked so gorgeous that he didnt know he stopped moving and just gaped at him.. Him who didn't realised he was there as he just passed where he stood and gaping..

"Dami hyung..." he whispered loud enough for the older guy to stop and looked back but found none.. Haruto chickened rushed to hide..

Why didn't you say Hi to him Yedamie, we know you saw him 1st?" jiyong teasingly asked the youngest producer he's collaborating and an artist he would want to share a stage someday..

Yedam blushed and laugh silently at the older's teasing.. If there's one person that knows his deepest thoughts  well without even asking .. It's his Jiyong Hyung and Binnie Hyung.. They can read him like an open book..

C'mon Yedamie don't just laugh at me.. You've gain your voice back.. Please stop worrying..

Yedam took his tab and type his answer " I can't help it Hyung"

Jiyong hugged the younger guy.. Until now he's mad at the person that caused Yedam's accident.. And it resulted to a voice trauma.. Yes Bang Yedam lost his ability to speak for 2 months after knowing that mashiho got inflected with the accident he was in.. He was so guilty since the target was him.. Good thing the perpetrators are rotting in jail and he'll make sure to keep them there so they won't hurt other talents specifically from those small company's who can't complain due to lack of support..

Hyung you're squeezing me too tight " he typed again and let the older read it..but the older just hugged him tighter while caressing his hair gently.. He just can't believe that the little guy he promised to met  when he became a star is now a man strong and brave despite losing his ability it didn't stop him from composing and creating a masterpiece.. He just need to have more courage to use his voice and be onstage again to let the world listen his soulful and angel like voice again SOON ..

Don't worry too much Yedamie, Mashi is back in his feet preparing for a comeback stage and the boys are now a very well known globally and is also busy with thier world tours you've watched all of them, you've felt the hype ..plus  You know how your treasure maker fans are so protective of them.. They won't let anything bad to happen to each one of them..

Yedam didn't answer to that and just nod.. He  continue walking not minding his surroundings its like he zoned everything out until he was directed to the older's studio his safest place in the building..

Unknown to him Haruto was watching them from where he's hiding.. Getting jealous of the man who's hugging his Yedamie.. One thing is running in his mind he won't let the opportunity pass this time.. He needs to talk to him and maybe confess.. But first he needs to freshen up.. He can't approach his love looking like a beggar, he needs to smell fresh he knows how the older guy love the fresh scent  and he needs to be everything the older guy like for him to have a chance finger crossed..

He's supposed 10 min nerve calming nap before taking the needed shower  became 10 hours  sleep  that he rushed everything only to be on a dilemma of what outfit to wear in order for him to look good  and it was too late for him to glance  his alarm clock  until the said tool alarmed loudly  telling its five in the morning.. A time where he's supposed to stop everything and heeds home...

Realising the time and his stupidity he slumped back in the sofa.. Thinking if he's going to leave the building or just stay and wait till he appears again.. But since he slept long and his mind is pretty lost to work he decided to have a morning walk a habit he got used too after Yedam left..

As he was walking along the han river  bridge wearing a very fancy outfit early in the morning  a few joggers is giving him a glance.. Most of them recognised him but they gave him the privacy he needed..

Don't tell me you have an early schedule" he heard a very familiar teasing voice.. He was halted, frozen even, his heart is at it again, beating like crazy trying to jump out  from its ribcage .. Its like his having a dream again and he don't wanna wake up .. He's getting crazier as the days passing by..

Haruking" he heard the way he rasply called him.. But he couldn't move his body, he's getting dizzy...

Ruto Hyung!? " hey.. Junghwan tapped his shoulder..

Hyung I've heard Dami hyung is back,  not in treasure though.. but, Yoshi hyung is with him right now..

Ruto like a flash left baby cowcow wondering  what's wrong with  him.. Just shrugged it out and follows the older who sprint out .. "His Damie Hyung is also with other producers it's not like they can barge in like that.. other BIGBANG hyung's are there as well tsk.. Tsk.." his monologue as he continues to follow the path where the older goes..