Living with a lifestealer

kalie's life

The bed is so warm , the bedroom covered with perfume and with a scented candle in my office , the window showing the reflection of the weather outside , i can see it rainning , it's normal it's fall season

I go to the living room bringing always my coffe with me and my favorite book , what a miracle , no kids no noises , no responsability

The kids are with their dad and probably cooking a cake with their aunt Clara right now

Oh how i hate that women , she is the most arrogant pearson i have ever known

Anyway their is nothing to stress about , i am just going to read this white beautiful papers and no one is going to bother me

Few minutes later , i hear something , is the phone ringing ? i go sheck on it in a harry

It's from work , oh god i need a vacation , they are calling me about the next article that i need to write for Monday

It took half an hour and then i rejoined my spot again , it was midnight and i had the urge to sleep and since no one in the house it's the time for me to relax

I coverd all my body with a blinket because it was so cold and freezing

I turned off my phone so i won't receive any calls from anyone and here it begins my journey

I always hug my big and fluffy pellow when i sleep , it's a habit from when i was young , i putted my head willing to have a calm and good night without calls or noises in the kitchen while someone is stelling from the fridge

It's 1 pm and i am in my bed laying , my eyes watering , i don't know if it's tears or i got effected by something else

I had a nightmare , for the fifth time this week , i don't know what is going on with me why i keep imagining things that does'nt exist but scares me a lot

I dreamed if i was thrown on a big black hole that i can't escape from , their are monsteres and devils , i can hear my two poor daughter calling me and i can feel from their voices that they were frightned , worrying about me

It's just weird , why would i beleive such a thing , i used to have this feelling that everything that i dream of will eventually happen but it's not true and if it does it would probably be a chance or a coincidence

I did'nt want to sleep so i returned to the living room and i turned on the television so i can watch my favorite show on replay

It's a show that talks about healh and medecine , each time the interviewer invites people that had health issues to talk about their experiences

It is really interessting to me , I began to watch this show from the time my mum died from an ischemic heart disease , she had all the time symptoms that i have never understood at first , like chest pain , heart faillure

It's 2 pm and i had 1 hour of sleep , i didn't know what to do else , i watched the tv , i read my book

I took the opportunity to begin and write the article for work , it's another girl missing in Madrid and i have to tell her story and the hall situation from the begging , analysing and having the mind of a detective

Trying to solve this mystery , i like solving puzziles and i find myself an expert because i read 50 books of mystery and horror too

What a long night , i couldn't sleep , thinking about the dream that i had , it does'nt make sense

Well my dad told me once that not all the dreams make sense , you can dream about something that doesn't even exist in real life , you can dream about someone you have never met before

It 's usually because you're tired or stressed out about a certain thing

I miss him , i wish he was here with me instead of loosing his mind , locking the doors behind him and staying in an old haunted house drinking for 24 hours everyday

I hate remembering or bring up about the past , i try so hard to forget and turn on a new blenk paper but then all the problems of life come across everytime , that's what the universe is made for

It's already the morning , i can feel the sun burning my sensitive skin and i keep my eyes wied open like a zombie

I woke up from my bed and went to the batheroom to clean up my mess , my face turned yellow and my head is hurting so bad , it's from a luck of sleep

I did a lot of make up to cover all the wickness that body suffers from

After that i went down to join the kitchen so i can make my favorite latte and some toast before leaving the house

This break from the kids made me realise that i feel good and calm when they are not around

I can eat slowly without wondering if my girls are feeling hungry or need a ride for school

I can get up whenever i want finally , sometimes i miss them but sometimes i want to take a break from everything