Next weeks late afternoons we spent together. We cook a lot, watch movies, lead dog for a walk, even the movies we sometimes remove. It's been nice and gradually I started on my mother's absurd relationship with Al Pacino seen otherwise. I honestly afford her luck and told her that as well.
Michael and I became more and more attached to each other. I often fall asleep while watching TV on his bed, but when I woke up in the middle of the night and want to go in my bad , I was always tugged on my arm and told me to sleep on ... Usually, I did so without thinking that our bond passes in a relationship between a brother and sister witch is forbidden.
Long time I did not recognize that I feel for him more than just a sister love. When it lasted even longer, finally he is older and more rational than me. At times when I was so afraid of my emotions, I deliberately sparked strife that makes me at least a day or two away from him.
I do not know why we we're just a whirlwind of extraordinary love. I cursed God, mother, him, but most of myself and my crazy heart. You know the feeling when this chest hurt so much that you can not eat, sleep, think, live? You know the feeling when love hurts? Of course, many of you know, but loths of you have no idea how it is, if you feel up to your brother. How many times have I roared with anger, despair and pain, infuriated runnig, kicking and beating pillows! Countless times! How many times have I tackled him with my fists and crying begging to go from home, or I'll do it alone ... countless times ... believe me ... many times.
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