I want to say Everything, so I say Nothing

Everything all at once

I want to say everything that I feel, that I know and what I have yet to learn. I want to tell you the way the golden glow of the sun illuminates your skin perfectly. I want to tell you about the gentle breeze and how it ruffles through your hair. I want to tell you how I love you. I want to tell you how my love for you is so fucking overwhelming that I want to rip my heart from my chest. I want to rip it from my chest and show you the way my red love drips from the valves.
    I have the need to talk to you and tell you about the way my world spins with you around. I want to tell you the feeling of the butterflies that create a whirlwind in my stomach when you look at me. I want to tell you, you have a perfect smile and watch it grow wider at the compliment. I want to tell you the story of the stars and how they aligned on the night we met. I want to tell you the beautiful destruction of stars colliding. I want to tell you how god damn beautiful you are. And I want to tell you how it feels like stars are colliding and exploding and destroying every part of me when you're not around.

I want to tell you everything... so I say nothing.