Pag pasok namin sa room ay dun ako dumeretso sa may bandang likudan ng room at sila sa may medjo haharapan.
Nag papasikat ako sa kanya pero iba ata napapansin nya, todo recite ako at sagot sa mga tanong ng mga guro namin pero bakit sa iba sya naka focus hindi sakin.
Pag uwi namin nag chat agad ako " oh ano may natutunan kaba parang puro tawa kayo sa harapan
"Oo naman ako pa, btw alam mo ba name nung guy sa likod mo yung pogi na matangkad??" yes ofc pogi una palang alam ko na wala akong chance but yung malaman kong tipo nya yung guy and actually helping them maging close hurts really bad.
Pero ako rin naman nag sabi na tutulungan ko sya para sakin mapasya ko lang sya okay na that's all what it means to me.
"Oo naman, aalamin ko for you kahit tulungan pa kita na maging close kayo." yep a thing na for sure pag sisisihan ko
I start chatting with the guy getting friends with him para madali ang trabaho ko, while thea and i are having a good time in conversation bigla nyang nasabi na "ampogi talaga ni kua bet ko sya'' so i guess sasabayan ko sya sa pag paparinig nya, ik na alam nya na gusto ko sya but as she said hindi kami para sa isa't isa.
"pano naman ako?" pag paparinig ko sa kanya," di nga tayo talo sis" then she laugh, hindi ko alam but on my point of view parang joke joke lang ako pero hhindi nya ata alam na seryoso ako about what i feel and gusto ko talaga sya.
Day after day nag patuloy yung ganto being a bridge on someone that i really like, para mo naring binenta yung ginto para sa tanso mas masakit pa sa break up, ay hindi pa pala kami and malabo maging kami.
Finally after weeks of self torturing para sa ''kanila'' naging mag kaibigan na sila and the funny part of it while mag kakasama kami and yung so called 'pogi'' ay finally nagtangal na ng mask and all of us didn't expect it.
Talagang comparison of imagination vs reality, we are all shocked on how th so called pogi looks liked.
Pag ka uwi na pag kauwi namin thea chat me," wtf akala ko talaga pogi i mean pwede na he has the looks naman pero ibang iba sya with mask mukha syang anoo" yep i laugh at thea like wala ng bukas.
"Sabi ko kasi sayo ako nalang, nag hahanap kapa e nandito naman ako" joking aside totoo ito and walang halong biro, i am a total scumbag just mag habolsa kanya and umaasa na baka someday magustuhan nya aq.
A month passed lalo kaming naging close ni thea i confess about what i feel like the 10th time and finally he gave me a chance to portray what will i be when naging kame.
Pinakita ko sa kanya how serious i am, quality time, assurance , trust , efforts almost the all 5 love languange ay kaya kong ibigay sa kanya.
But things were just starting, a huge problem came that neither the both of us didn't expect. a problem that will cause a bad and good aftermath......
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First Love
RomanceA true love you doesn't expect to come in your life but ends in the most unexpected way, a man that became your home and changed the way of how you see the world suddenly became a stranger.
