He sampled her to the child who has to succeed but stay prone to insanity
What more would go bad when she has a banded face
Lazy to live by pacing and scared to disrupt his expectation
But does he ever see what she's doing when left alone
A missile pulls out of her brain that nobody would bear to talk and peace with
Who said to run away and build your dream
When u leave her without listening on hers?
So I promised her, knowing that I wouldn't fulfill
Influenced by the air she walked with, I began dreaming what she once felt
Hands to hands with her bigger self or so she wants to be
There was a time she was afraid to say so
Hours and hours they lapsed their fingers
As the day lasted for as long as they didn't figure
Mind to mind with her lover, knowing she missed the couple in her
But now was a couple hands of earth that I could see you till I missed your light
Above all the romantic stories she silently cried herself to every night
Heaven slept beside her and she didn’t know
no matter how loud the other heart throbbed
She didn’t understand and that was all she knew
when words rolled over at each other intend to dwell on the one who showed
she showed her mind to me that she forgot to bring the former days
So she goes to the moon because it was overrated, everything felt over but not wanting to be over
she walked back still on the moon and spoke there:
everytime we are happy together, I catch myself to repent by retreating
whatever I did to her was not what she deserved
So Mom every single time I walk through this way
I look back and see us smiling in faces I want to always show to you
that would probably change by the facades we have to break through
And I say I never want to grow up as I come back to this moment
but wishing to be celebrated the next day the same way
Like a christmas tree when it was noticed in million lights
So this is me trying to say a sorry for everything you didn’t deserve to hear
It turns out that I’m growing or I wouldn’t have stand next to you to be understood
Realized I love you when the cold came wishing it’d never go back
I miss the next christmas already
when I’m dragged to hold onto the best day I had
When you were the one next to me
Above all the romantic stories I read myself to sleep, you are the part of my story
that I tangled up inside to never let this moment go
But as each chapter passed by, I kept on sulking on the last straw you bought for me
U give everything u have had, and I swallow it in no hope of memory I built for you
So I tell you in my mind because I left my voice back of her this time
