oh, to lay with my head in your lap
i feel you stroking my hair, and as i close my eyes and drift off to sleep, i can feel you looking at me
is feeling a blessing or a curse?
my feelings cannot be trusted
my mind cannot be trusted
my heart cannot be trusted
the people i grew up with.... cannot be trusted
these are the things that will hurt the most
(only if i let them)
so grow
grow stronger
grow bigger and larger and rise above all this
you are more
you are so much more
you cannot see far into the future
but you can see a tomorrow
and tomorrow is the future
so take a slow step
you will be in the future soon
your life will be more
you are more than you imagine
you may not fathom the complexities of this world
you have been
you are
and you will be
you cannot end this
you must move forward and upward
strive and seek
find your way back to whence you came
the light, the love, the divine
