I Am The Villain Of My Own Story

Prologue: Aki

"Death is an inevitable part of life, and although it may seem like a tragedy at first, it is merely another phase of our journey. Death can be a difficult concept to accept, but it is important to remember that it is a natural part of the cycle of life, and it should be embraced as such. Everyone will pass away at some point, and it is essential to make the most of our time on Earth, as life is brief and fleeting. Death should not be feared, but rather embraced for the lessons it can teach us about life and mortality. Death helps us to appreciate life and focus on the things that are truly important. It can also bring us closer to our loved ones, as we share in the sorrow and pain of loss. Death is a reminder to live life to the fullest and to make every moment count. It can bring us a greater understanding of our own mortality, and a greater appreciation of life. Death is a part of life, and it should be accepted as such."

- "Homura Aki"

"Isn't it funny...? I just came up with it, death really just is another phase of life, so why do we fear it? Why do we fear something that's inevitable..? Is it because we humans cannot rationalize something that can't truly be fully explained.?

For me death is a black void, a warm and comforting black void, I'm sitting by a little bond fire with a blue flame ablaze, it sparks and the wood underneath it crackles. It never stops burning, it burns bright, and strong. It burns beautifully, dancing on top of the firewood. It reminds me of myself, I'm currently on fire. My soul is burning, it's burning so bright. I miss my family, I miss my friends and I miss my best friend, my little sister.

My dark void is getting lighter, the light is coming for me. I'm sorry I didn't have time to say goodbye, I'm sorry I can't be there when you have a baby, get married or turn 18. I'm sorry I can't come home, I'm sorry I never said goodbye. I'm sorry I died Ichika, but I see the light, my fire is dwindling. I'm going to a better place, and I'll wait for you, I'll wait for you. And I'll hold you in my arms and comfort you when you arrive, you may be alone for now, but there will come a day when you understand that I'll always be by your side, no matter what. My fire is almost burned out, the light is so bright. But I see an orange fire besides mine, is that you Ichika..? In any case I'm happy, I'm well, the white is here and it's time for me to say goodbye. Thank you, thank you for being my sister, from your dear brother Aki. I'll be waiting for you, but take your time.