Boys in books are just better

Forgive and forget

When I got to Brandon's room he was lieing on his bed staring at the ceiling. He saw me walk in and he patted a spot beside him on the bed. I sat but didn't lie down.

"Brandon.." I started and he sat up to look me in the eye. I couldn't do the Same so I stared at the wall behind him.

"This will be hard to hear but please don't inturupt. It's gonna sound bad at first and I just want you to know that I can't lose you and that's why I'm being totally honest" I said cautiously and he nodded for me to continue. "Will asked me to give him some pills and water so he could commit suicide since i wouldn't forgive him. Just to see if he'd go through I replaced the pills with candy and he swallowed all of the handful of candies I gave him and he even made a video for people to see to explain why he did it" I said and took a tiny pause and saw Brandon's mouth was gaped and he looked thuroly shocked.

"You hate him that much to help him kill him self?" Brandon questioned.

"No,no,no, I was testing him to see if he really needed me that much, and he did. so I forgave him..."

Brandon looked at the floor and I saw a tear trickle down his cheek. I tryed to wipe it away but he pushed my hand down and did it himself.

"Brandon, I'm so sorry. I love you so much but not in that way. I kissed you so much because I was broken. I may have whent and jumped of a bridge with you if you'd wanted. I had to have some support and I'm not saying I used you, I'm just saying that will and I have a thing. I really awkward ,weird, hard to explain thing. it's like a feeling I've never felt before that I can't deny just to date you. Brandon, I'm sorry, but I'm going to wills." I finished and put a hand on his cheek.

"It's okay, ya know. if you don't like me back that shows were not soul mates so that just shows my soul mates still out there so I'll go find her" Brandon said and took my hand and stood up. He gave my one short hug and I walked out calling a bye over my shoulder.

When I got to wills room this time he was on the bed with no shirt that i could see, but he had the blanket up to his under arms. His muscles showed and he typed on his phone.

"What did he say?" Will asked.

"He said that if I didn't like him back then that showed that I wasn't his true soulmate so he'd give up with me and find the real one"

"Good for him then" will said as I grabbed some cloths out of my suit case to take a shower.

"Will.. I have to talk to you about something your not gonna like when I get back" I said cautiously.

"Well this sucks"

", now I'll think about that the whole time and it'll worry the klunk outta me" will said looking up and waiting for me to get the tmr reference he included. "Awe, you know glade slang" I said sweetly.

"And to think you tricked me into taking candy pills less than an hour ago when I wanted a hand full of real ones" he said.

"Let's not talk about that anymore,ok"

"Okay" will said back and I went and showered quickly and changed into night cloths.

"Okay, would you please hurry up and talk!?" Will pled as I side-braided my wet hair. I finished and tied it off and sighed before I blurted. "Brandon and I kissed right after I walking in on you and dani and he straddled me and I was to broken to resist so we kissed and I didn't like it" I said admitting the truth. When I kissed Brandon it wasn't horrible but I felt meaningless but I was so broken I thought it was perfection at the moment.

"Wow.....eh.....Yeah....... I forgive you, we've both made huge mistakes today so let's forget this day like the tmr fandom forgets page 250 exists though I still don't know what it means but I started a new fan insta.."