JASPER'S POV
I don't know what time it is but the sunlight blinding me, tells me it's probably time to get up. I would have buried my face under a pillow and said fuck it, if it weren't for Ezra moaning and groaning like he couldn't be anymore miserable. "Fuck..." he grunted.
"Can I kill Liam now, for letting you get this drunk??" I mumbled, my voice still hoarse from sleep. Ezra immediately turned his face to glare at me.
"Don't start with me, Jasper. I don't feel like arguing with you right now." He said. His voice was deep and husky. Fucking sexy. Wonder what he remembers about last night. So, I voiced my thoughts, "What do you remember??"
I watched as he furrowed his brows like he was trying to concentrate and backtrack his steps. His brown eyes were bloodshot and irritated and they looked everywhere but on me. When they finally did land on me, he spoke.
"I was drinking and cracking jokes then I was..um, dancing...with..Liam. Then I don't remember shit else. How did I get here??"
I would be lying if I said that tidbit of information didn't piss me off because of course, the motherfucker took advantage of the alcohol Ezra was consuming.
"Of course, you don't remember me saving your ass or fucking me in the backseat of my car. Just the parts with fucking Liam. Ugh."
I must have said something wrong because he instantly jolted straight up into a sitting position and looked...shocked?? Maybe.
"What?! We fucked?!" He said, exasperated.
"Well, don't look so disappointed. It's not like it's been forever since we've fucked or anything." I said sarcastically. Ezra immediately pinched the bridge of his nose and shut his eyes like he was praying for patience to deal with me.
"You know it's not like that, Jasper!! You don't have clearance from your doctor!! I could have killed you!!"
I rolled my eyes at that one. He's being so dramatic. I'm perfectly fine. I got up from his bed in my boxer briefs to go to the bathroom connected to his room.
"Do I look dead to you?? Besides, you did all the work. All I did was come. I would have died happy." I shouted from the bathroom. Ezra walked in a few seconds later as I pulled my dick out to pee. The look on his face told me he was annoyed as fuck with me but you know what?? I'm still really annoyed with him to. He's lucky he's hungover or I would have demanded he explained to me what the fuck was he thinking getting that damn drunk with Liam. Of all people. He began to brush his teeth.
"Jasper, you knew better. I was drunk. Obviously, I wasn't thinking straight."
"E..Baby, you were throwing yourself at me. Pinned me against the car and started to grind your dick against mine. 'No' was not exactly in my vocabulary at the time." I smirked at the memory. I flushed the toilet and put my dick away. Ezra just rolled his eyes and continued to brush.
"Well, I hope it was worth it because it's not happening again until you get the ok from your doctor." He mumbled. I didn't like that. I moved him over and grabbed my toothbrush with a frown on my face.
"I survived a fall off a bridge. I doubt the big guy upstairs would waste a miracle just to kill me with sex." I said bluntly. I don't even know if I believe in a god but if there was a god, it would be stupid to save me just to kill me a few weeks later. I mean how many people really die from sex?? It's just so unheard of. Only creepy old men die from sex. However, Ezra was just not convinced of my invincibility and he was less than pleased to be reminded about the bridge incident. We finished brushing our teeth and leave the bathroom.
"Jas, you may not care but I do. Now I need some damn coffee in my system and some painkillers or I won't be such a friendly guy to be around." He grumbled on his way to the kitchen. I decided to get dressed but quickly remembered the mess Ezra made on me last night and so I'm going to need to borrow his clothes today. We're the same height and the same build. Well, I definitely lift more than he does but my point is, we fit in each other's clothes. So, I grab a tee shirt with some band he listens to on the front of it and toss on my jeans. I glide a hand through my curly hair and try to tame it. I walk into the kitchen and there's Ezra in nothing but his boxers hugging his ass just right. I can't even help feasting my eyes on all of him. I lick my lips, thinking about all the dirty things I'd want to do to him.
"Are you just gonna stand there staring at me??" He said. I don't know how he knew I was staring at his backside but it made me grin.
I walk up to him and grab onto his waist. Peppering kisses along his neck.
"Can you blame me?? You know what the sight of you does to me." I reply. He turns around and faces me. I know he's trying to hold back a smile. I kiss his perfect lips and I let my tongue invade his mouth. He tastes like coffee but I don't mind. He pulls away.
"You look good in my clothes but you better return my shirt. Where are you going anyway??" He said.
"It's not my style anyway. You'll get your clothes back and if not, you know where I live. And I'm going to hang out with Emmie." I said, as I let go of his waist to go put my sneakers on. He follows me to the front door, where I left my shoes.
"You mean the really attractive female that you introduced to me the other day?? THAT Emmie??" He questioned, looking annoyed.
"Um, yes. Is that a problem??"
"Nope. Have fun hanging out with your supermodel friend."
Is that jealousy?? I couldn't help but smirk. He stomped off to his room.
"Whoa. Wait a minute. No goodbye kisses??" I teased. He turns enough to glare at me and continues to storm off. I chuckle and head out to my car. I start up the ignition and change the gear into drive. I drive out about an hour away to Daisy Farms. Emilia really wanted to hang out picking out pumpkins.
I park my car and head on over to the entrance. I spot Emmie sitting on a stack of hay. She's wearing blue jeans and a red plaid flannel shirt unbottoned over a white tee shirt. She looks beautiful. She smiles when she sees me walking towards her.
"Hey!!" She squeals and gives me a hug. I squeeze tight around her small, curvey frame.
"I made it." I said, while letting her go.
"Cool shirt. I didn't know you listen to heavy metal." She said. I had to look down at the shirt I was wearing.
"Oh, I don't. I borrowed it from my boyfriend." I smiled. She looped her arm through mine and began walking into the farm.
"Well, you should tell him he has great taste in music." She said.
"I didn't peg you as the type to listen to aggressive music." I replied, while taking in all of the pumpkins on the ground. I want to pick one that is perfectly round.
"What do I look like I listen to??" She asked amused by the topic of conversation.
I looked at her and pretended to think really hard.
"Hmm.. I would say pop songs or indies."
Suddenly she was distracted. Pulling me towards some farm animals.
"Oh, look some cows!!"
"Wow. Cows." I wasn't really impressed by some cows but she seemed really happy. So, I looked at some damn cows and then some pigs but eventually we went back for some pumpkins.
"Thanks for coming here with me. I know it's lame but it's kinda fun, right??" She said, with a stunning smile. The kind of smile that is contagious and makes you smile.
"I'm having loads of fun. Look at this pumpkin!! It's huge." Of course, I tried to lift it. It must have weighed like fifty pounds. Totally easy to lift.
"Let's take a picture!!" She quickly takes her phone out of her pocket and took a few selfies with me and the damn pumpkin. I, somehow, ended up taking home the damn beast of a pumpkin and Emilia followed me there. We decided to cook dinner together.
"Ok, so what are we making??" I said, holding the refrigerator door open. She quickly took a peek in. She then opened the freezer door open but didn't find anything. She raided my pantry.
"This is such a dude home. Let's order pizza." She said. I laughed because usually Ezra's the one cooking. His apartment is the one that is stocked full of food.
"Alright. How about we watch a movie??"
She agreed and that's how we ended up on my couch, stuffing our faces full of pepperoni pizza and laughing at the chick flick she picked. Overall, it was a good day. I just couldn't help but wonder what Ezra has been up to today. So, I texted him.
Me: hey baby
Ezra replied pretty quickly.
Ezra: Took you long enough.
That made me smile. I didn't think he was waiting on a text message from me.
Me: missed me??
Ezra: Not even a little bit.
Me: dont be like that. I missed you. Are you feeling better??
Ezra: Yeah. I just spent the day at home. Now I'm heading into work.
He seemed busy. So, I stopped texting him. The movie credits started rolling on the screen.
I tossed the remote to Emmie. She smiled and picked another movie. This one was a horror/thriller.
"Aren't you going to be too afraid to watch this??" I teased. She threw a pillow at my head. I grabbed a pillow and whacked her with it.
"Oh, it is so on!! Pillow fight!!" She squealed.
She stood up and started stalking towards me. "No, no, no!! This isn't some girly slumber party. We are two grown ass adults. Emmie put the pillow down!! Emmie!! Shit!!"
She was not listening. She whacked me with a pillow and laughed like some super villain. I whacked her back and started jogging around the couch to avoid getting hit with her pillow. She jumped on the couch and lunged forward, swinging with all her might. I barely dodged that hit but I got her back. She was still laughing. Which made me laugh.
"You hit like a girl!!" She teased.
"Rude! Take it back!" I said, as I tossed her over my shoulder. She just laughed and laughed.
"Put me down, Jasper! I won't hit you anymore! I promise!" She said but I didn't believe her.
"Nope. Take it back."
"Ok. Ok. I take it back. You don't hit like a girl." She giggled. I tossed her onto the couch. My phone was buzzing. So, I answered the call.
"Hello??"
"You stopped texting me. Who's that laughing in the background??" His voice sounded annoyed. I didn't feel the need to hide anything from my boyfriend.
"I felt like you were busy, E. And that's Emilia. We're watching a movie." I replied honestly.
"She's still with you?!"
"Um, yes." He scoffed and then the line went dead. I was left looking at my phone confused.
"Hey, Emmie. Something came up. I gotta get going but we should hang out again sometime soon. Today was fun." I said, as I politely kicked her out of my apartment.
"Alright. I'll call you." She says as she puts her boots back on her feet. I put my shoes on as well. I grab my keys, my phone and wallet and head out of my apartment.
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Love to Hate You
RomansaJasper's life is full of one night stands and lots of booze until he meets someone who turns his life completely upside down and steals his heart right out of his chest. TRIGGER WARNINGS: Suicide, violence, Rape, sexual content, Strong language, Su...