I like to watch things burn. I like to watch wisps of smoke curl.
I notice when the sky looks painted. When I pass by a house I look at the pattern the lawn was mowed. I like it when the mailboxes are made to look like the houses they belong to. I like vines. I play videogames. I can only write sad stories. I hate spotlights so much that I hide from them. I can spend hours just looking out a window in a car. I listen to heavy metal. I take people's doubt's in me as challenges. I hate days that don't have clouds in the sky. I love the rain. I have never felt pretty. I am a terrible person. I can easily hurt something without knowing. I don't like singing in front of people. I think lightning is pretty. I am used a lot. I think a lot of things are funny even when they shouldn't be. I cry a lot when I read or watch movies. I love to think. I don't believe in god. I would love to be a super human soldier. I don't like compliments. I wish I could go back in time. I wish I could fly. I think shadows are interesting. I wonder what it will be like after death. I am scared of bugs. I talk to myself more than anyone. I get scared easily. I would love to explore abandoned buildings. I loved my childhood. I hate onions. I have never liked math. I don't like swimming when I can't see the bottom. I would rather it be cold than hot. I hate it when the silence is to loud. Sometimes I forget my age. I would like to watch all of 'Friends' and 'How I met your mother'. I am bad at talking fast. Number 1 is my favorite golf club. I am jealous of my sister and her best friend. I set goals to high. I am lazy. I have bad habits. I am bad at finishing projects. I name almost everything I own. I love my dreams. I can read in the car if I don't look out the window. I am scared of heights. Change scares me. I don't know the point of water towers. I can live up to people expectations. I hate being the youngest. I don't like to be touched. I can only run short distances. I try to hard to be liked. I don't look good in pictures. I think gravestones are pretty. I have a favorite tree, its Birch. My handwriting sucks. I am not appreciative enough. I have a sister that died before I was born. My brother is so much better than me. I make it my job to be the happiest person in school. I think blood tastes like pennies. I am weak. I want to be good with cars. I hate tapioca pudding. I only like hard blueberries and grapes. I wish I didn't have acne. Sometimes I wish I would lose my memory. I always thought it would suck to be a twin. I have always loved the moon. I get upset easily. I only eat even numbers of things. I hate the color pink. I talk to much. I have never been inside a mobile home. I don't like it when my mom sings. I am scared to drive. I don't think kids are told they don't have to go to college enough. I am afraid of having birth. I like wearing make-up. I wish I had more courage. I don't have enough good qualities. I like the smell of smoke. I only like filled doughnuts. I hate my laugh. My first kiss was with a girl. I sometimes think I'm insane, and sometimes I know I am. I don't deserve the people around me. I take a night to cry myself to sleep and let everything out. I am scared of empty rooms. But despite the ugly truths..... I love my life and can't wait to live the rest of it with you.
