Tere Bin : SS : Bicharna bhi zaroori tha

Part : 1

Its a fine day where everyone is busy with grand wedding preparations...
At night meerub is alone sitting in terrace without any thought... Her emotions are somewhere left behind...
Its has been 1 week that meerub is brought back from karachi by murtasim for the sake of their khandan ki izzat for marrium marrige..
But still meerub didn't figure out where her life is leading her to ...
its the tragedy of her life that what she wants always snatch from her...
Her friends...
Her dreams...
Her parents...
Her respect...
Her life...
Her father...
And now her .....
Its has been one week nor she saw murtasim and neither he wanted to see her face.... She was brought here just for the sake of khandan ki izzat...
Meeeub pov :
Aj 1 hafta hogaya ya Allah ... R mn wahin ki wahin khari hn ... Na age kuch dikh raha hai... Na peechay ... Jb us rat dargah s yehn a rahi the to socha shyad ap s mn manga tha mujhe koi rasta dekhain ... To ap n murtasim ko la k mere smnay khara kar dia .. r wo mujhe haveli le aya... Mn n ise apna rasta smjh k shadi k liye han kar di...
Tears start rolling down from her checks...
Laikin ab ... Ab kia karon..  ab to na murtasim hai r na hi wo insan jo  mera bap honay ka dawa karta tha... Na yehn s ja pa rahi hn r na reh pa rahi hn... Jan bojh k murtasim n mujhe yehn rehnay ki saza sunai hai na... Kun k wo mujhe pal pal martay r taraptay dekhna chata tha... Manti hn mujh s ghalti hui the... Magar kia ja k smjhaon use... Na wo kuch smjhnay ki halat mn hai r na hi mn kuch smjhanay ki...
Suddenly she felt some shadow behind her ...  As she turned and about to say
Meerub : muratsim...
Its turned to be haya..
Haya smriks...
Haya : yehn akeli kia kar rahi ho... ?
Meerubs expression changes into anger ..
Meerub : tm s matlab ? Tm yehn kia karnay ai ho...
Haya : tmhn dekhnay ai hn... haye meerub kitni achi lag rahi ho tm .. ase rotay hue ... Tootay hue... Ase tarptay hue... Yahi to mn dekhna chati the.... Tmhn pata hai jb maa begum n tmhn marrium ki shadi k liye wapas lanay ka kaha na r murtasim 1 sec mn man gaya to mujhe laga mere sb plan p pani phir gaya... Mujhe apna ap harta hua nzar anay laga.. mujhe laga shayd ek bar phr murtasim mujh s door ho jaye ga... Laikin dekho asa nahi hua... Wo to bal k mere r pass a gaya r tmhare yehn honay k bawajood bhi tm s itna door chala gaya.. kia kehti the tm...? K murtasim tb tk mujh s juda nahi jo skta jb tk mn khid us ko khud s alag na kar doon? Laikin mn n kar dia tm logon ko alag ... Ab tmhara hona na hona us k liye kuch mainay nahi rkhta... Tm us k dil s utar chuki ho...
Haya smriks and left...
Murtasim's words echoes in her ears
"Jo ankhon ke zariye dil me utar jaye, uske saath zindagi guzari Jaa sakti h lekin Jo dil se utar jaye uske saath baat nhi banti "
Meerub closes her ears with her hands her tears are unstopable and sits down in frustration... She cried loudly untill she falls unconscious...
Next day meerub wakeup and found herself in her room..
No not in her room in guest room... After coming back from karachi she is living in guest room which is in anwer portion of haveli... No one comes there except some servents... Whenever she wanted some fresh air or to divert her mind she goes to terrece..  she goes there for her slfish reasons as wanted to see the glimps of murtasim... But unfortunately that are also not available for her... Sometimes only haya visited her for tunting purposes... Only meerub can see the preparations from far away with full swing is going on... Which breaks her heart more ..
Fb :
After dropping meeub at waqas place he left from there silently... Meerub also shed tears silently.. 
What a game played by her life ... Once the doors closed on her face is now the only one which may give her shelter... Once he was her saviour... now he is the one who left her on same spot where he protected her before... There is no courage left in her to again knock the door which somewhere she belives will remains closed
She sat down there and weeps... And falls a sleep there...
Next morning maid find meerub there and she informed them
Maid : anila baji ... Anila baji..
Anila : han bolo ... Ghabrai hui kun ho ?
Maid : wo.. wo ..
Anila : wo wo kia kare ja rahi ho batao bhi ?
Maid : wo meerub baji bahar...
Anila : kia meerub... wo to Hyderabad hai apnay ghr mn ..
Maid : nahi nahi wo bahar hn shayd behosh hn ...
Her parents run out side and took her inside lies her on her bed and calls the doc ...
After sometimes doc examines her
Doc : waqas sb shyd kisi buht bare sadmay s guzar rahi hai ap ki beti... Mn n kuch medicine likh di hn r injections bhi de diye hn hopefully 2 din tk nashay ka asr rahe ga..
Waqas worried
Waqas : g doc aiye... Ap ko bahar tk chor deta hun..
After 2 days meerub got consiousness and tries to getup bt still she is so weak...
Suddenly she heard some known voice which her mind recognised in a nano sec...
Murtasim : meerub .. meerub...  
Meerub : murtasim .. 
She felt someone injected some energy in her body.. she got up and run outside to meet him to see him... She knows these 2 days were much much more difficult for him .. so she wanted to see him and assure herself that he is ok...
As she reached there
Murtasim didn't saw her he just coldly orderd her there were no any kind of expression visible on his face ...
Murtasim : marrium ki rukhsti hai kuch dino bad tmhn lenay aya hun... 5 min bahar intzar karon ga ana hua to a jana warna chala jaon ga...
Meerub silently nods and left behind him ...
Murtasim drives faster which make meerubs heart beats sometimes run faster and some times like she felt skip her beat... Bt she didn't utter a word as she know her one word may lead to her disaster..
As they reached he angerly closed the gate..
Murtasim : bakhtu... Is ka saman guest house mn rakh do aj s yeh wahin rahe ge..  r dhyan rakhna mujhe is ka chehra idher udher nazar na aye ..
And he left without seeing her ...
Something brokes in her heart... And tears rolling down bt these tears are she earned by her self...
Fb end...
Meerub walking here n there in her room..
She is getting all flashback of their sweet moments..
Meerub : ya Allah kia karon .. koi to rasta hoga bs ek umeed ki kiran dekha dijye k mujhe smjh a jaye k age ka kia rasta hai... Ab bs ho gai hai umeed khatam ho rahi hai meri... Ek ek din kar k guzrata ja raha hai r wo haya ek k bad ek kadam murtasim ki traf barha rahi hai.. 
Fb :
Himat wale hislay wale meri meerub ho tm..
Fb : 
‘tum kamzor isliye ho kyunki tumhe pata nahi hai ki tum kitni taqatwar ho..
ownership to lo!’
Fb :
Mb : Apna rutba pehchano tm khan murtasim khan ki biwi ho..
That what meerub got her next way... She wipes her tears and frimly decided what to do next...