The Teenage Reality l.h

52. I regret breaking up with you

My face remaind emotionless, Luke lost his virginity to one my closets friends Emily Darwin. Emily, it just had to be the sweetest girl that is possibly known around our school.

I knew she wasn't a virgin, she mentioned it several times when we do confession nights but she would always refuse to tell who she lost it to with the reason that it was too personal. I would never hate my friend just because she took my ex's virginity, I was way better than that. But I felt a little hurt that it was my closest friend, Emily knew that I liked Luke back then though, and that made me terribly upset.

"How come?" I asked in a collected manner. "It was a stupid idea really, I had completely no idea what was wrong with me back then, I just thought that losing your virginity would be cool but it's really not, the both of us swore to never talk about it ever again" I nodded, surprisingly I wasn't extremely freaked out but still a little shocked.

"So how was it?" I asked Luke. "How was what?" He tilted his head to the side, "The deed? Was it good?" I asked innocently playing around with my fingers. "It wasn't bad but it wasn't really something I want to remember, it felt all wrong and we never really spoke afterwards she kind just wanted to lose her virginity, so did I and that was it, no strings attached" I couldn't believe that Emily would be that type of person who would want to grab a random guy and just tell them to take her virginity.

Emily seemed too pious to do that, she wasn't really the type to be involved with physical contact especially with a guy she barely even talks to too, she was pretty much a shy person unless you're close to her.

"Oh okay, so you guys don't have any affairs after that happened?" I asked, Luke shook his head no. "It didn't mean anything other than virginity taking to make us seemed cooler but little did we know there wasn't a big a difference, life was still the same but she has a boyfriend now and here I am"

"I'm sure you get laid every night" I told Luke but he cringed. "I was kidding" I laughed at Luke's digusted face. "So you guys don't have groupies?" I asked him, he gave me another disgusted look.

"What? I just want to know, if I were you I'd want to have groupies" I told Luke, "Why would you want groupies?" Luke asked. "I don't know it just seems fun" I shrugged.

"So basically you think sex is fun?" Luke raised his eyebrows up. "Well yeah, don't you?" Luke smirked when I asked that, which kind of creeped me out.

"Well hell yes I do, but you said you never had sex before how would you know it's fun?" I blushd at Luke's question. He was right, how do I even know if sex is fun or not, I thought of it for while.

"Do you masturbate?" Luke gasped. "NO!" I quickly denied. "It's okay to admit that you masturbate Sky, it's actually kind of hot" Luke placed his hands on my thigh and I swatted it off. "I don't okay?" I stuck my tongue out with my cheeks still blushing vividly.

"Right" Luke poked my red cheeks annoyingly.

I swatted his hand away and told him that I do not masturbate, which was true I never masturbated before.

Once we landed in Dublin, Ireland and it was about 2 in the afternoon, we were immediately told that there were about more than 90 fans in the airport. I knew that Luke's security would not allow him to meet fans so we were forced to use a private car at the back of the airport. I felt extremely bad, I bet they were waiting for Luke for so long.

We went to the hotel where everyone was staying at, we finally settled in our room but this time it was a room with two beds. I was a little upset at the fact that I won't be cuddling with Luke tonight.

"I'm so hungry" Luke groaned. "Let's go out and eat" Luke suggested. I agreed, I was just as hungry as he was.

We went to an extremely nice pizza place, and the pizza was absolutely delicious. It might also have been because we were both very hungry but nonetheless, it's still a has delicious pizza. I realized that there were fans outside of the restaurant and I have to admit, I'm a little bit freaked out at the fact they were watching the both of us eat.

They even had their phones out as of they were recording or something and we just had to sit near the window seat. Luke noticed my fidgety attitude and turned outside to the window, he scrunched his nose up and turned back to me.

"I'll be right back" He said, I really didn't want him to tell them to go away so I tried to just tell him to not worry. But Luke insisted and eventually went out of the pizza place, I turned to look outside the window to see Luke taking pictures with his fans.

I didn't expect him to take pictures with them, I smiled when Luke turned to me and grinned. He's so adorable with his fans, they were grinning and laughing. It just makes me want to giggle at how nice Luke was with his fans, even with the rather large amount.

I continued eating my pizza while watching Luke taking pictures with his fans even starting small conversations. They were talking about something and at one point Luke pointed towards me and I awkwardly waved as they all waved back. About 20 minutes later the fans left us alone and Luke went back inside with a smile on his face.

"That was really nice of you" I told Luke as he sat down and ate his pizza. "It's not like I'm going to tell them to leave" he shrugged.

Remind me again why am I not dating this boy? Because I don't seem to remember.

He's absolutely perfect.

"I kind of regret breaking up with you now" I joked, Luke turned his head up and his eyes face immediately lit up at the mention of me regretting our break up.

"So does that mean-"

"No" I laughed, Luke pouted and ate his pizza stubbornly.

"You're adorable Luke" I laughed again as I watched him eat his pizza, still pouting.

"You really are" Luke had some pizza sauce on top of his lip and I handed him a napkin, he wiped it off and still kept his little pouty face. "Don't be like that Luke, just because we're not together doesn't mean I don't fancy you" Luke's face lit back up again and finally smiled.

"So you do like me?" I nodded. "As a friend" I added, I laughed again as Luke gave me poker face and sighed. "Let's go back to the hotel, you little casanova" I told Luke.

"Hey, I'm not little clearly I'm way bigger than you" he stuck his tongue out at me which made me giggle.

Once we got back to hotel it was about 5pm because we had to take a walk around Dublin to ease the food in, I felt extremely bloated so I suggested we just walked around for a little bit.

Surprisingly, no one really approached us when we were walking around. There were people outside of the hotel though and Luke greeted some of them before we both went in to the hotel.

I took my shoes and my jacket off and placed it somewhere on the desk. I was extremely jet lagged and I just want to sleep right now. I was still in the Australian time zone, it should be about 2 in the morning there.

I grabbed my pajama shorts and an old T-shirt of mine and changed into them. "Are you going to bed already? It's only 5 in the afternoon" Luke pointed out, "I want to sleep, don't judge me" I climbed onto my bed and immediately shut my eyes closed.

I felt Luke mumbled something but I was already half asleep so I couldn't really comprehend what he was actually saying.

I opened my eyes slightly and saw Luke walking towards the door and muttered something about me sleeping to someone who was at the door, I heard Luke sigh.

I still have my eyes slightly opened and my eyes almost widened at the sight in front of me.

Luk Hemmings was shirtless, Luke never went shirtless around me or even in general besides when he'a with his bandmates of course. He threw his shirt on the floor, of course.

He grabbed a fresh white towel, I was assuming that he was going to take a shower from what it seems like. I knew for a fact that Luke doesn't sleep shirtless like most guys that I have ever came across.

Luke was still standing and leaning against the chair that was pushed in the desk. He was looking at his phone and I was looking at him without him noticing.

I felt a little dirty, but Luke had a great body. He didn't really have a very toned stomach and his body wasn't model like but it was definitely Skyla worthy.

I shut my eyes closed when Luke leaned off the chair and went inside the bathroom. I didn't realize I was actually holding my breath, I let out my captivated breath and finally opened my eyes completely.

Damn, Luke Hemmings why do you have to be so god damn likable.