My knight in a leather suit

...Dont jump...

YNs pov
I'm standing there on the rooftop...
My favourite song ringing through my ears...

Don't jump... by tokio hotel...

There doing a concert right now. Below me I can see them. But they can't see me. There packing up there equipment from there show, and the song on my iPod is comin to an end.

I look down and see that they arnt there anymore.

Strange, but I don't care. I'm going to do this and no one can stop me. I can't take it anymore. My parents fighting and screaming. My brother blaming me for it. My little brother coming to my room every night because he's scared. And only recently my stepdad hitting me...

I have a bruise on my left eye from where he shoved me into a door and I hit my eye on the corner of it. I have scratches down my back from him. Hitting me with various different things.

Belts. Sticks. Metal rods. He even throw a plate at the back of my head once.

I can't take it.

I feel the cold night air hit my cut up arms and I feel myself getting lightheaded from the blood loss. I can here the wind and the song finishing. But there's something else.

Running. Comin from behind me. Getting closer and closer. It's multiple people aswell, maybe 3 or 4 I don't know and I don't care...

Suddenly a loud bang Rings through the rooftop and I look to see.......
Them.. the band standing there with two body guards at there sides.

WTF are they doing. Why are they here. Did they really see me. Or am I imagining it from blood loss and dizziness.

That's it. It's not really. There not really here...

I turn back to the edge and look down ready to jump. I stick my leg out waiting for the drop.

Then I jump...

I feel the wind rush past my face and the sound of screaming?

Suddenly two big hands grab my shoulder and I get pulled upwards back to the concrete roof.

I scream having flash back of my step dad doing the same thing and I kick and punch at them.

Only then did I realise that I was not only on the floor being held down by my arms but I also was not dreaming or imagining them being there.

I open my eyes and see the two bulky bodyguards holding me down while the band look at me with sorrow and fear.

I probably look so pitiful rn. Being held to the floor, blood all over me, ugly crying and screaming that I can't do this anymore.

I was screaming even more now because they were pushing down on my wounded arms and it was killing me already cause they were really fresh.

I couldnt do this anymore. But then I felt the pressure of the bodyguards leave my arms and I felt someone pull me to sit up and then I was pulled into a tight warm hug.

I suddenly felt so much more calmed down and relaxed. I stopped crying instantly and I hugged them back. I broke back down into tears and started to have a panic attack.

I suddenly went very dizzy and my vision started to go black and spotty, it felt like I was about to pass out until I heard a very calming voice.

'Your gonna be okay love, I promise...'

After I heard this I passed out onto this persons chest.