Away but not away

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I was having a convo with my friends at my grandma's place , when she came there..she looked at me and smiled..though I felt so shy that I ignored her..I wonder if it made her sad?? She tried to come near me but I ran away from her..she wasn't scary..but I don't know..she tried to talk to me..but all I did was ignore her..when I look back in the past all of those memories make me smile and sometimes laugh at myself..We grew up..a lots of things changed by then..she changed as well..a lot..now we both fight a lot..but damn she takes it so seriously..*sighs* yet I love her so much that I can't leave her and I know that she loves me too..she is my soul..my smile..my sis..Saanvi❤

" Where are you lost my behna Shruti ??", she snapped her fingers in front of my face, tilting her head she tried to have a close look on my face..maybe she noticed the tears falling from my eyes, she patted on my head, " You know, when we were small and we had to depart after vacations..I used to miss you a lot..I never wanted to be far from you..but deep down  in my heart I always knew even if I am away from you we will never be away from each others..", she laughed saying that, a hollow laugh..I know she wants to cry as well..but she don't wanna break in front of me..cause I can't bear seeing her crying..I hugged her tightly..I wanted to say a lots of things to her..sorry for things she had to go through coz of me and thankyou for everything..she would beat me if I say those words though..thinking that made me smile..she will be married off today..she won't be with us anymore..she's gonna have a new family now..is she gonna forget me?? " idiot! Stop over thinking ! I am getting married doesn't means that I will leave you! Even my ghost loves you my pyari behna! ", Damn! She reads my mind..I looked at her and gave her a tight smile..she smiled at me back like always.." Just know , I love you so much sis.."..She turned to leave my room..I love you too sis..I wishpered..but it was enough for her to hear..No matter where you go..no matter where you live..Forever I will love you sis..and even if we change..I know things will always be same for us :)

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