Tomorrow Is Too Late (boyxboy)

Jaustin

Song- What is love V. Bozeman
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Justin's POV
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I was typing on my computer sending out an email to my mom ive been away from my family for six months now. I was interrupted by a phone call. I looked at the contact to see it was my boyfriend Austin wait let me refrase that my EX-boyfriend Austin. I was debating on whether to answer it or not but I did.
J: Hello *Attitude*
A: Hi
I roll my eyes put down the phone save my unfinished email as a draft shut it off and put my ear back to the phone
J: What a unpleasant surprise
A: Hello to you too Justin
J: What do want
A: I want to talk
J: We cannot
A: Justin......
J: We cannot Austin
A: Justin please I just wanted to talk
J: You have seven seconds
A: Im serious
J: ........What do want
A: To apologize
J: For breaking my heart or being a careless asshole
A: .......I-I am so sorry
J: Okay
A: The last thing I think about before I go to sleep and the first thing I think about when I wake up and the only thing I think about performing working on music and walking down the street Justin just here me out.....im ready
And by the tone in his voice I could tell he was crying and the last thing I want to do is here him cry over me......
A: Im ready to come out im ready to tell the world im ready to tell friends im ready to tell my managers im ready to tell my bodyguards im ready to tell my Mahomies and more importantly my family who ever you want me to tell I am willing to give up my entire career for you I dont care I dont care I dont care all I ever really ever think about is you........
J: Its too late
A: What....
J: I tried...*sniffles* I tried with everything inside of me I really fucking tried
A: I know how herd you tried im asking you I-im begging you to just try a little harder
J: I tried my hardest...I lost myself for you...I-I lost myself trying to please you trying to make you happy it wasnt only you that I tried to make happy I tried to make US happy *sniffles* I didnt realize how much of me you stole until you walked away and quite honestly im not even sure why you calling me because if I do recall precisely I was nothing more than a little experiment...anyway your words not mine
A: I know I said a lot of painful things that night and I apologize but you have to understand you have to understand that I did not mean anything I said that night you have to believe me
J: Pardon me I dont have to believe a fucking word that falls out of your mouthand secondly you did...you ment every single word...every single letter...every single syllable.....you ment all of it.....you didnt say I dont temporarily spite you werent thinking clearly you said to hurt me Austin and you know you did *sniffles*...you shouldve seen the look on your face *sniffles*...the anger in your eyes you hated me for showing you who you really are
A: *crying* Im sorry Justin I really am I was upset I was really upset *sniffles* I was confused I was scared at the time but ive had plenty of time to think about it and your right your completely right you showed me my truth you showed me who I am and im ready to be free *sniffles*
J: Okay and what the hell does that have to do with me...congratulations your gay if you want to be free your free
A: Thats the thing...I cant be free without you...I cannot breath...I cannot exist without you I am so sorry
J: STOP APOLOGIZING IF YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT YOUR SORRY FOR.......THATS WHY IT DIDNT WORK.........ALL YOU KNOW IS THAT YOU HURT ME....one of the many things...that I learned...for the past two years...is that I was never yours when I was yours
A: Justin what the fuck do you mean you were always mine
J: WHAT THE FUCK AUSTIN...then tell me why the fuck is that Becky G bitch is fucking constantly following you around when you go to the beach shes their your house shes their tour shes their family reunion shes their OUR dates shed their birthdays shes their concerts shes their holding up hearts blowing kisses and shit then the next day I here the tv talking about "Omg #Becstin is real Austin Mahone and Becky G cought kissing when she had to leave on her flight home awww its every Mahomies dream come true" and right before that I found you at some party drunk as fuck literally deep throating Camila with your fucking tongue you turned around seen me shrugged and went back to what the fuck you were doing and I was dumb enough to believe you about that and before that I cought you fucking some slut in your moms house your lucky we werent going out at the time because I wouldve told the Paps about that and ended your whole fucking career I cant take any more of thos fucking heart break Austin your a fucking man thot for crying out loud im done *sobbing* bye asshole
And with that I hung up changed my number and we havent talked again until 3 months later....
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Hey thanks for reading can you please tell me if I should make this into a story or just keep it as an imagine vote and comment in order for me to do more im gonna need some votes comments and shares and thanks again Jaustin lovers