Chaos

prologue....

a marriage is a union of two souls,

if that two people have their hearts tied to each other they will live their best life hand in hand going through all the up and downs still with the same love even if they get old one day,

but what if that two people doesn't love each other but still the tied knot due to some circumstances, they will have different opinions diverse like and wishes, they start with objecting each other's thoughts, then disapproving each other's opinions, then disliking each other's wishes then hating each other's presence that they grow separate one day,

but what if that two people don't love each other but still got married, they may have different mind sets but both of them trying to hold their bond tight, learning about each other, spending time with each other, respecting each other, and one day they will slowly accept their bond wholeheartedly,

but what if, in that two people one person likes the other but other one doesn't, then what will happen, 

in a positive way the other one may too reciprocate feelings one day 

or in negative way the other will have to force a smile not to hurt the other, one will live a dreams but other will live in facade, one in happiness other in tiredness, it will became hard to a point the one who is tired will slowly lose themselves while the other wouldn't even know what is happening with their partner, there the one who is suffering will start to find comforts from outside and slowly mistakes happen and then drifting apart, their bond becomes a mess that only pain will be left

this is what she is trying to tell her son who is looking at his reflection in the mirror "TAEHYUNG, please once again think, it's a big decision, you can't just marry someone because you owe them taehyung, then it will be business not marriage" she says trying to make him understand,

"Mom why are you this adamant on stopping this wedding" taehyung says turning around, she stares at him, he is so charming like the prince charming in the fairy tales but all he lacks is the spark of interest, excitement, that nervousness and the love, she sighs shaking her head,

"Son Iam Areum, Kim Areum your mother, trust me I know son this is not the right decision son, it's not" she caresses his cheeks as he stares at her blankly,

"ohh then remember years back you didn't even like being addressed as Kim, hmm what changed" he asks voice nonchalant, 

this makes her look at him wide eyed, she feels her gut twist at that, she slowly retreats her hand and moves back, there is no use of speaking to her son anymore,

just then they hear a voice from outside of the closed doors, "its time, if you are ready come out" hearing this taehyung sighs with one glance at his reflection he walks towards the door, he about to step out but stops hearing,

"your mama and I are the fourth type, she loved me but I pretended to be okay with her and we hurt each other to a point I missed 10 years of your life, 10 years of precious moments with my son thinking I did good letting her go from the pain I caused but see here Iam, when she left this world reuniting us, but still all I see is the pain we caused each other in the memories we made" taehyung hears his mother's tired voice,

again someone calls him out, so he walks away leaving his mother who doesn't want the history to repeat again, doesn't want her son to go through what she and her dead wife has gone through in the name of marriage,