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Entry 21

I got in a fight with green...

I regret every word I said...

I was completely in the wrong...

I just got mad at him for some reason...

He sensed the anger and asked me what was wrong...

I lashed out at him...

I felt betrayed for some reason...

My raw intense emotions were too much for him to bear...

We both said dreadful things we couldn't take back...

Now he's annoyed I made him say such things...

I don't know how to apologise...

The insults sting will fade over time...

The insults weren't the worst part...

I told him I think I might be falling for him...

He nearly killed me when I said that...

He cut off my windpipe...

I couldn't breathe...

When he realised what he was doing the look on his face tore me apart inside...

I don't know who I am any more...

I don't think I've ever known...