JJK : Secret Love

[CH9] Let me make you believe ⇜

There's no way he saw. I can see anger in him. Scary. He is scary, right now. I looked at Noah. He's staring at his hand. Maybe it's because of trauma.

"Noah, how can you hit her?". Jungkook said coming towards him. I have to do something. He is going to hurt him. "Jungkook wait". I said stop him. I'm standing in front of Noah.

He's still staring at his hand. He's not believe what happened. "Jungkook, calm down. He didn't do it on purpose". I said and he looked at me.

"Let me see your cheek". He said hold my cheek. He's worried. "Noah". He called him. "I'm letting you off because y/n didn't want me to hurt you. But If it's happened again-".

"You can kill me". We were both shocked by his response. "Noah". I called him. He didn't listen to me and ran away. "Noah". I tried to go after him but was pulled back by jungkook.

"Where are you going?". "Jungkook, he-". "Care about yourself, first. Then put another person. Y/n". He said. He's sad, he's worried. He sighed and locked the door.

I still don't know what happened. How and why? "Y/n, come here". He said holding my hand and dragging with him. I went without any problem. I'm sitting on the couch. He was searching for first aid.

It's just a slap. Why is it hurting so much? It's like something burning. He came and sat in front of me on the table. "It's not bad, so use this". He said give me an ice pack.

"Thanks". I said and put an ice pack on my cheek. I can feel his eyes on me. He's staring. I can't even make eye contact with him. "Y/n". He said in a calm voice. "It's my fault, Jungkook". I said.
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"What?". I questioned. "I stopped him by holding his arm but I think I triggered something in him". She said, "Maybe he has trauma". She said, in a shaky breath.

"Y/n, it's not your fault. It happened suddenly. You don't want to hurt him but looking at his reaction, he's also shocked. No one's fault here". I said comforting her.

"What if he feels uncomfortable around me?". She said, looking at her hands. Tears were falling from her eyes. "Stop jumping to conclusions. Talk about today's incident with him". I advised.

"Y/n, stop blaming yourself. It's no one's fault. Talk to him, sort out. Okay". I said, holding her face. Why am I advising her this?

"I'm going to sleep". She said and stood up. "Y/n, stop blaming yourself for everything where your fault is nowhere found". I said. She stopped but left after some second.

She takes stress for everything. Blaming herself if someone else isn't happy because of her. There's no lie. I was furious when I saw him hitting her. I want to take his heart out.

That's the first time I reacted to anything like this. I controlled my anger because of her. If she didn't interfere, I would be in jail for murder.

I went to my room. Cupcake was sitting on my bed. "Did you like it here so much?". She's not leaving my room. I wonder why.
It's past 12am. Y/n was probably sleeping. I've been working since I came home.

Sitting on the couch, what happened last night. I can't forget it. The thing isn't leaving was how he said to kill him, if he touched her again like that. There's a chance it can happen again.

I sighed and stood up. I should take a shower, I'm tired. I came out of the shower and came out of my room. My soul left my body and came back in a span of a second.