All that you are, is all that I'll ever need

Two souls made for each other

(a couple days passed and they were still shocked about what happend. Pelo is nowhere to be found and Seyran is still very scared because of what happened)

Ferit looked seyran in the eyes, while they were lying across each other. His hand in her hand, stroking hers slowly. With the other hand stroking her hair. All he wanted was her.  He couldn't stop thinking about her. She was always in his mind He waited so long already. He wanted to become 1 with her. He wanted to touch her, to feel her, to smell her, but of course when she was ready. Seyran on the other hand couldn't believe how times have changed. From not wanting each other, not wanting to sleep in the same bed, fighting , to sharing the same bed. Seyran just looked him in the eyes, she didn't care for other things. It was just the anxiety that she took with her of losing him. Of him being in any danger again

While looking at her, he noticed she wasn't okay. So he asked her " Askim, are you okay?". She looked at him, but didn't want to show the pain she felt" mhm " she nodded while bending her head. He didn't believe her of course. Ferit lifted her chin up with his hand and looked into her eyes, while stroking her hair. " Look .... I know you are scared because of what happened, but I promise you. Nobody will be able to touch you. Never! You are safe next to me. I will give my life for you" " I know "she interrupted.... But what if something happens to you again? What if someone wants to harm you again? Ferit I wont be able to live that pain again" she said while tearing up. Ferit smiled. He couldn't believe that someone would actually care for him that much, that he would matter that much to her. So he dried up her tears and kissed her forhead ,  then pulled her onto his chest. " come here" .... " Nothing will happen to any of us. I promise you, from now on we will live for each other. We will fight for each other. I will change and become a better person for you! For our future, for our love." Seyran smiled when he said that " And if God wants for our future children one day"

There was another silence, but this was a happy one.
Ferit couldn't believe that she was there next to him. While looking into her eyes he asked her if he could kiss her.

" Can I kiss you?" He said.
Seyran didn't reply. She just gave him the gaze. It was worth more than any " Yes" the gaze gave him all the permission that was needed. So he slowly went in for a kiss. Seyran didn't pull back, so he went in deeper and deeper. This wasn't just a kiss. It was a breath taking kiss.  Holding her head in his hand. She pulled his hair slowly not too hard. Ferit pulled back, which seyran didn't expect. She then looked him in the eyes. Her thougths were confusing her " I really wan't you. Im ready now, but how do I show you?" She stopped the pullback by grabbing his head and kissing him. Ferit didn't expect it, but he didn't mind it at all. He pulled back again to say something" Seyran I love you very much. I love you so much that when im not next to you I don't know how to breath" he kissed her again. " my heart know one name and it screams yours, I want you so bad but I will wait whenever you're ready . Ive waited and I will wait longer. I don't want you to regret anything with me" he whispered. Seyran smiled. Her eyes said yes. Ferit knew, ferit knew her eyes said she was ready. Words weren't needed.  She went in for another deep kiss.  " Ferit I love you too" she said.... Ferit stood up and grabbed her and. He pulled her closer by her waist. Then slowly she took off his shirt. Ferit started to kiss her neck" O God this is my favorite smell in the whole world. I wish there was a perfume of your scent" he whispered. Kissing her lips and her neck, not being able to hold himself back. Then he took off her shirt. Seyran touched his body slowly and gave his neck some kisses. She didn't want to be dominant because she was very stressed. Ferit noticed and hele her by her middle in his arms" Are you sure you're ready?" He whispered. Seyran was very happy that he cared so much about her.

This was another sign for her. Another sugn that he truly loved her. He didn't force her to do anything. He just was patient. " Ferit Im ready" she said. He smiled and put her hands on his face while kissing them. Then he lifted her up and put her on the bed. He forst undressed himself so she wouldn't be uncomfortable. Then he started to kiss her legs and went up from there. He took of her bra and they finally made love.... Nothing was forced, nothing was unpleasant. It was just the two lover who enjoyed each other. They needed to become one.

After they were done ferit confessed his love to her. They were lying across each other while they were covered in the blanket. No talking just looking at each other. Seyran stroke his face. " Ferit" she said. He paid attention to her" Do you still think that I slept with yusuf? You were my first and only" She was thinking about yusuf's lie and wanted to continue talking. Ferit stopped her by putting hos finger on her lips. " Look I was stupid when I said I believed him. I know you would never lie to me. I know you and it doesn't matter to me even if you did sleep with him. You know that. Im sorry I told you that I didn't  believe you" he kissed her hand" I know it hurted you that I didn't believe you. I was just mad that he was in your life before me. I promise you that I will never make you feel like that anymore " she smiled and gave him a kiss on his cheek" I love you" she said. Ferit wanted to stop the tense moment and was joking" And did you enjoy it, was I good?" He smirked" idiot" she said. They both laughed. He then pulled her closer" come here I wanna smell your scent while I sleep" he said. She loved his scent too and his body was so soft and warm to lay down on.  And thats how the night ended, bot fel asleep in a very peaceful way. Two souls that are made for each other. Two souls that accept each other and two souls that  are meant to be.