chapter 4

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by Seankemp25

by Seankemp25

Caspar's PoV

so they're having a party... Without me... Rude! I leave them alone for a few days and they all party! I hope no one's sick in my room this time... Last time we had a party someone threw up under my pillow and didn't even tell me... I was not impressed when I crawled into bed at some ungodly hour the next morning and laid on that pillow. How I managed not to be sick at the stench of it I don't know, especially seeing as I had a ton to drink! Then again I'm pretty sure at first I thought I had been sick and not realised...

Judging by the random tweets and photos appearing on Twitter they're all having a good night though, which I suppose is a good thing, though we all know it would be even better if I was there!

So me and JJ have just finished shooting for the day and just got dropped off back at the house, I still can't get over how big this house is! Admittedly not as big as the house me Joe and oil rented when we were over here for Coachella, but it's still huge! I could so have snuck Joe over with me... Then again, he tried to get in my suitcase as a joke and he didn't quite fit...

I think we're going to get food and then hit a bar or something... Knowing that they're having a party is making me want to have a drink or three... You never know, I might find a nice La girl to keep me occupied while I'm here... Someone to keep my mind off of Joe... I still really miss him... It's only been a couple of days and it does feel like part of me is missing... He really is my best friend... As much as I hate to admit it, I do kind of miss the pranks... It feels weird not having him jump out of boxes at me... Or covering my room in foil or sticky notes!

I think he used to self-harm, back in school... I know he had a rough time in sixth form. He's never told me... And I've never asked him, but I've seen the faint lines over his arms before. He seems ok now though, maybe that's why he's so cheerful and bubbly all the time, maybe he feels he needs to be to make up for the few years of main he felt.

Then again they do say those that are always funny and constantly making others laugh are the saddest inside, who knows, I'd like to think we're close enough that he'd tell me if something was up, I mean, hell we've shared stories of our sex lives often enough after a beer or two!

As we're getting comfy in the bar... Getting our second round in, my phone keeps buzzing in my pocket, I should probably see who that is, they seem pretty eager... The amount of times it's gone off!

Connor: Casper man... Where are you...? I'm outside the house waiting for you! Did you fall asleep on me! At this time! It's barely even dark!

Shit... I may have forgotten I text Connor about meeting!

Caspar: hey man! Sorry I totally forgot I was seeing you! Me and JJ went out for some drinks, were at that bar you guys bought me Joe and Oli to last time we were here! Come join us, I'll get you a drink!

Connor: haha oh Caspar how could you forget, then again, it's you, it's predictable! No worries I'll be there in a bit... Make it a double ;)

Caspar: sorry man! I'll make it up to you I swear ;) haha! A double! Really dude you realise I don't get paid for this movie till it's finished right ;) aha

Connor: caspyyyyy... Pleaseeeeee haha I need it! Man troubles! I need help aha! But yes... A double ;) and yea you can make it up to me before you go home ;)

Caspar: sweet dude, chop chop... Don't keep a boy waiting ;)