All that you are, is all that I'll ever need

Anxiety

It was the next morning. Seyran woke up very peaceful. When she opened her eyes he saw ferit sleeping peaceful next to her. Facing her direction, so she started to admire him.  She needed nothing more. Everything she wanted was to wake up peaceful next to the person that has his name written in her heart. Her heart knows one name, its ferit. Looking at him made her even more peaceful. She really didn't need a lot to be happy. Seyran stroke his hair and face slowly. She didn't want to wake him up. Actually ferit was awake

" Do you always watch me?" He whispered with a sleepy voice and  Smiling towards seyran.  She started to smile " Maybe" with a smirk " Good morning princess" he said while leaning in for a kiss on the lips.  She smiled " Good morning, how did you sleep?" " with you by my side , I couldn't sleep better" he said. Seyran blushed " dont exaggerate" she said while smiling. Ferit pulled her closer to him. So she laid her head on his chest and put her arm next to it" Lets stay like this for a while okay" he said. Seyran didnt mind it at all. It were the little things that mattered for both of them.

A while later...

Ferit got ready, so he was using the bathroom. After seyran was ready, she made up the bed. Suddenly she got called, so she grabbed her phone that was laying on the table. It was a call from an anonymous number.  " What if it's pelin?" She was thinking. She slowly started to hyperventilate. It felt like the air to breath was leaving her lungs, as if the ground underneath her feet was pulling away.  „ O god" she said while putting her hand on her chest. She really had difficulties with breathing. In the meanwhile Ferit left the bathroom. He saw Seyran standing there and wanted to lean in for a peck. He noticed she was trying to get some air. He saw something was wrong, so he run towards her and grabbed her arm while holding her back." Seyran are you okay?" He said ... she tried to say something but she was hyperventilating too much. " seyran?" Ferit tried to calm her down." okay look at me, look me in the eyes" he said while stroking her cheeks. " Don't pay attention to anything else, just look at me" he said with a soft calming voice. " It's just you and me. Nobody else and nothing else to think about.  We are safe.... Together..... we are in our room.... In our house.... In our safe place.... " " okay now lets breath in and breath out together" he said " So lets breath in........ and count to 3" they both did. She held his arms while he was stroking her face" and breath out...... now again....... Breath in..... and count to 3 and breath out " she did. They continued it for a couple times, until Seyran calmed down slowly.  When her lungs slowly got filled with some air, she started to cry very hard.  Ferit hated to see her in pain.

He was assisting her and brought her to the bed, so she could sit down. Then he kissed her hands  " sshhhh everything will be fine, im here" he said. Please can you tell me what happened? You do trust me right? You know I will do everything to make you feel safe" She looked at him very worried. The anxiety was showing from her eyes. Seyran didn't want to talk. She knew Ferit would save her from everything. No doubt possible, but that psycho pelin..... she didnt know what Pelin was capable of, she didnt know what Pelin could do to Ferit. At this point she wasn't even scared for herself. What if something happened to ferit again?..... she wouldnt be able to survive then. Her anxiety got worse by thinking and thinking,  so she hugged ferit very tight.  Very very tight, with her arms hugging him. Ferit didnt expect such a hug, but he hugged back" shhh Im here he whispered"  while stroking his hand trough her hair. these words calmed her down. She was still crying

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"Ferit... I um.... " she said while looking down "I just got called from an anonymous number" she said while crying. What if its pelin?"  She said. Ferit didn't really know what to say to make her calm down, because of what happened. Everything they have been trough was because of pelin. He knew that he wasnt perfect, but he tried to become a better person for seyran.

He sat in front of her on the ground while holding her hands. " listen to me I promise you, she won't be doing anything. I know her . She wants to make you scared. Pelin won't do that. I promise you!" He said " Please don't cry anymore. You are too beautiful to cry. You are making me the luckiest person in the world, I dont want you to cry" he said. So he gave her a kiss.  They stayed like thst for a while, hugging until seyran calmed down.

A couple minutes passed.

" Ferit " she said " he nodded" " if something ever happens, remember that I love you okay?"He didn't know where it was coming from. " Seyran look... Don't do something stupid" he knew she was on to something. " Please be honest what are you thinking about. Just tell me the truth, no lies" she looked down at her hands and was playing with them. " Im just scared she will call me or text me or... I don't know, she will do something stupid" he  said " Look at me.... Promise me that whenever  you will get a call or text from her you will tell me. Don't think about anything, just tell me. If you wont tell me, then things will get worse. " she believed him " do you trust me?" She hold his cheek with her hand" Of course I do!"..." good. Now let's dry your tears and put on a smile, because we won't let this day be ruined. Ive planned some lovely surprises for you.

"Ferit " she said, so he turned" hmm" she gave him a huge peck. He smirked" Oh we are improving after last night huh seyran hanim" she pushed him " idiot" she said. " karimmm" he said while walking away. He went to the intercom and asked to bring breakfast to the room.

" Ferit aren't we having breakfast downstairs?" She said. She didn't know that he had planned lovely things for her. " Don't ask me any questions just trust me " he said while hugging her from behind with his arms arround her waist.