I Remember

Scars remind me that the past is real

I've cutt my veins because of the pain I feel

I may say I'm fine I may smile I may laugh and I... I am dying inside

It's no longer a task to put on my daily mask because it is easy not being me

The pain in my heart isn't the worst part

I have been abused

I have been used

I thought I was safe when my heart was taken but I turned out torn broken and horribly mistaken

I remember these things they don't just disappear

I remember and forever will for I still live in your fear

I scream out in pain but there is no sound

I suffer from Death who won't take my life and Life who won't let me live

- Onnastazia Henning