Why?

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"You picked a dance with the devil and you lucked out"
                           _ Swim - Chase Atlantic
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After a while, Eun realised what she was doing, making her panic immediately and push the male back. Han's eyes widened at the sudden action of hers as he backed up a lil, creating a space between them.

Eun was really confused and thought why did she even do that. Her mind immediately clicked onto the moment when Han hurt her, everything replayed in the back of her mind. Her shaky hands slowly raised to wipe her lips immediately.

Her actions hurt the male so much that his heart felt like shattering into pieces. His face turned into a cold one as his gaze went down to his hands that clenched into a fist. He tried his best to control his anger right now and not to hurt the girl again. He knew well that the reason for her action was no one else but him. He hurt her first but wasn't it too cruel of her to do so..? He thought to himself. He immediately stood up from the bed and stared blankly at the girl.

Eun's glance slowly went up to him but she wasn't able to hold contact with him and soon looked down. "Sorry-y.." she mumbled in a low voice as her body was filled with guilt.

Han heard her faint voice and decided to stay silent. What could he even reply to her?. Sighing deeply, he went to her closet and grabbed her a pair of fresh and comfortable clothes before throwing it beside her making sure not to hurt her. "Rest." His voice cold as ice. He didn't even bat an eye on the girl and quickly grabbed his clothes and walked off inside the bathroom, slamming the door with a loud bang.

Taking a deep breath, he stared at the mirror. His body is completely bruised and covered with dried blood. He looked and smelled like shit. Gripping on the basin counter, his knuckles almost turn while. "Why. Eun. Why." He mumbled to himself with the burning rage inside him. Why can't the girl just see his love for her and love him back. Why does she have to make his heart shatter every time he thought she would love him. Hitting on the counter repeatedly, he groaned at himself and looked at his red bruised hand and sighed deeply. It didn't even hurt him, not at all.

Ripping the leftover piece of cloth on his body, he stood under the shower and turned the water on. Suddenly, the water falling down on his wounds made him grunt and hiss loudly in pain. He closed his eyes tightly, taking in the immense pain and sighed deeply. He ran his hands through his wet hair as the cold water washed his body out as it flowed down the floor with a mix of blood and dirt.

This pain strangely felt satisfying to him. He enjoyed it somehow. Maybe.. he loved the pain? Well Ofc, he did. He chuckled slightly and shook his head. "Tsk..Han look at yourself" He murmured to himself and took a glance at the mirror.

After like an hour or so, he got out of the shower while having a towel wrapped around his waist as he soon changed into the fresh clothes. Being hesitant, he still got inside the room where the girl was there. She had already changed and was laying down on the bed. Taking a closer look, he realised she was already asleep making him sigh for nth time.

He stared at the girl's innocent and peaceful face. Looking so fragile and harmless like she was. Just perfect, perfect for Han to ruin her completely. Thinking of it made his lips curled up into a small smirk. "Good night..my love" he whispered in a low voice before slowly stepping back as he sat down on his bed.

The gentle moonlight fell on the girls face making her look more angelic than she already was. He tsked at himself before slowly laying down on the bed as he rested his head on the soft pillow, allowing his eyes to close so that he could relax for a while before the not so peaceful morning arrives.
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A/N: a small chapter cuz I've not been getting time to write :( but now i do! So longer and interesting chapters are coming soon with some spicy scenes too, so hang on there ;). Also we're so close to 1k omhhjzjsj pls.. it's so overwhelming for me. Thanks to everyone who's reading this <3

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