I'm Yuni and i'm 16, so where do i start..
Okieee there was this dude and i've known him for a year now he was my friend ^-^ he's sweet, kind, stupid, funny, a story maker, a liar and sometimes kinda of an asshole. His name is "Chino Vanilla"... I know right? what a fucking gay name. I blame his parents!
Anyway he's always there for me when i'm not myself and i go insanely dramatic.. He'd stopped me and make me laugh , he makes me forget about all my problems :'3 and just talk about stuff until i felt better.
But sometimes....
When he's in his dark times i can't stop him. Even though if i try to, he's always stubborn and he won't listen to a word i say he keeps saying "yes" but won't do it..
It hurts me seeing him like that, distressed.. In deep pain...
I would try and cheer him up but it seems to never work.
I tried talking , i tried everything he just won't listen to me.
When he's distressed he would start smoking cigars until the whole box is empty.
I worry about him so much, i told him to quit it but he just won't listen....
I felt sad and a useless friend..
After i talked to him and did everything i could, i gave up.. Yeah i know what a loser i am for giving up, right? I stopped talking to him for awhile and gave him some time to think..
few days passed by and we still havn't talk since then..
Suddenly..
-Chino is calling...-
"hey, i'm really sorry for what i've done and said to you the other day.
-sigh- Can we just forget about it and i promise i'll listen to you next time.."
(Ugh, i didn't want to forgive him but since i'm too nice and he's my friend i did.)
"it's okay! I already forgot about it and it was no big deal... I forgive you
and yeah.."
"Aww yeah, so when are you coming over to meet me?
Cuz i'm excited to see you."
"I don't know i'll try to come, i'm not sure yet."
"Oh-okay.. So i gotta go i have work to do, ttyl love ya."
"Bye! love ya too."
-.- I hate him so much i just wana kill him in his sleep.
I know he's going to break his promise again, he always does.. He better be happy i'm still he's freakin friend..
He keeps doing shit to himself, he doesn't even think he just do it..
I know he says hurtful words to me but what hurts the most is the stuff he does to himself.. It isn't even helping him, it just makes him worse.
He doesn't even care he just goes for it...
He's the kinda person i want to push in a hot boiling water but care about him at the same time, so i won't be pushing you... Yet!
