His Emerald Eyes. | e.jeager

Chapter 2: The moon & the sun

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"When the sun & moon collide, it creates something beautiful.." - me

this chapter has topics about the misuse of drugs and mentions self-harm

read at your own risk!

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Y/n would be driving somewhere, somewhere far to clear her head. After waking up to find her mother dead, she didn't know what to do - so she just got up and got dressed then left.

She drove a Dodge Challenger Black Ghost,
she was on the highway driving just driving somewhere.. anywhere
tears streaming down my face .. the music blaring through the speakers

I'd be going around 80mph, id be trying to keep calm, and my eyes on the road when my phone get pinging it read every time

eren
y/n were are you?

I ignored it, why I ignored it baffles me because it never does that, but my ignorance was telling me not to open it.

My eyes on the road, id get a phone call
multiple phone calls from Eren glancing over to my phone id pick it up my music still blaring through the speakers - 'Consume - by Chase Atlantic'
pressing the green button id put him on loudspeaker

"Hello?" you'd raise your voice ever so slightly shouting down the phone the rain hitting the front of the car against the windows.

"fucking hell! y/n were are you!"
Eren would say his tone loud, but not aggressive.

"Jesus Eren, I'm in the car.." I'd say the phone up to my ear doing the shoulder thing.

"what at 4 am?! y/n it's unsafe it's pissing it down with rain, you're not thinking logically"
he'd say shouting the phone down, his voice shaky and concerned

"I'm just- " the phone cut off, all that was heard was a crash, one crash that rung threw earns ears; throbbing

"Y/N??"  he'd shout,
no response...
"Y/N ARE YOU OKAY!?"
nothing...

-o-

Mummy had always said

"it's not your fault.."
or...
"your daddy loved you so.. y/n remember that"

my father was never dead, but in my mother's eyes .. he was very much a deadbeat father; much like worrying about a corpse or a meanless fly.

he had done some ungodly things to my mother, so so many bad things... I was only 11 at the time so I knew nothing of it but the thing I was aware of was my mother's depression - it was awful.

"y/n it's gonna be okay, Daddy's just going to stay with your nana for the time being okay? But I'm so glad you're being so mature about this"

the word mature rang threw me, changing my whole perspective on life Everything flipped - I need to be my own mothers' mother.. she needs to be okay.
resulting in me being a tall child.

-o-

I had ended up in a car accident, wasn't too bad just ruined my car and bashed my head - sirens blare,
sweat, blood, hands, Eren..?

Eren.
why Eren, why am I thinking about Eren...

my sight blurred as I tried picking up my phone, the call still on eren shouting down the phone in his car, all I could make out due to the ringing in my ears was

"y/n! I'm driving
locations on ... coming .. "

he'd shout, between the ringing in my ears, the sirens, the stopped traffic, the car tipped upside down crumbled is all I felt...
like it was fate

erens pov

id be speeding, my heart pumping through my ribcage, my skin pale trying to see if I could get a word out of y/n, anything to alert myself she was alive

my breathing staggered, laboured even though I was around 2 minutes from her, id get there in seconds though
her Dodge Challenger Black Ghost was flipped over .. blood leaking from the vehicle.

ribcage, heart, sweat, legs, go

was my thought process at the moment, I got out of my car running to her - 10 seconds later the ambulance and police showed up; forcing me away and pushing me back.

"move dickheads! let me see if she's still breathing pricks!"

my tone of voice changing drastically id turned into everything my teenage self was, an angry short tempered sweaty mess

"Y/N!"
the police holding me back, their arms locked around me as id push and break free

muttering under my breath
"fuckin' hell.."

soon enough punching the police officer, because they needed help getting y/n out and they were doing a shit job, bolting it to her car yanking her out and laying her on the wet floor.

medics got to her straight away, got her into the ambulance and took her away

818 words

CLIFFHANGERS ARE WHAT I DO BESTT 🦅🦅

i put my blood sweat and tears into this , finding the right vocab as a 14 year old is not it but i tried

loves you always and forever

H 💋