A letter to the boy I ever loved
I really felt something infront of you but I felt like u had no interest in me...I only wanted you but u didn't...u had many choices which practically fucked me up.
I just wanted a lover with whom I can share everything...I want to dance in the rain I want to try all the new things with you...but maybe it just gonna stay in this note...yeah I don't have friends like soulmate, I used to have one but unfortunately she was not my soulmate...I am a lonely person yet a romantic one...I am shy but I can be wild too...I can be everything u want me to be...I cannot express it in words coz too many thoughts in my mind....but I loved you...and I still do...but ik u will not be mine so I'm trying to find someone who can treat me better which I deserve...
Everyone seems to hate me but I want someone who will still love me knowing my dirty truths which are not really dirty...I want to enjoy sunset with you...I want to enjoy the moon with you but unfortunately its one sided...I can be hopelessly romantic with you but u need to earn me...I feel broken that I only have u in my mind but u have lots of options...I want to be the only one for you...the oy girl u think about....but you know "she fell first but he never fell for her" that's what reality is for me...u know it's kinda hard being so pure and inexperienced physically but mentally I am still hoping I'll find my love and he will teach me everything but hoping that it could be you...this is the last note I will write so that I can let u go now...coz I cannot....we were strangers we became friends but never something special...I don't intend to be strangers ever again....I think we will be incomplete.
But maybe in another life u will be mine and we will do the things that are to be done together....
And we can built our own world...
But I think we weren't meant to be...you were just the right person but at the wrong time...there is no hope between us <\3
Goodbye for the last time❤
And thats it he was my "A"....I'm sorry this is the first and last part of the story coz this is a kind of letter soo thank you for reading it...and thanks for all the support
