To All The Members I've Loved Before

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(2018)

"Stray Kids will debut as a 9 members group"

'It's over now...' i thought to myself. It was all over.
"We made it!" I heard my members celebrating quitely since we were still on the podium. Some were trying to take in the news, some were already celebrating it. Me? Well, I was just happy that i protected every one of my members along the way. I was frustrated when i lost Minho and Felix... but they had a second chance and so we made it. They made it... i saw the two of them hugging and comforting each other.

Of course i was more than happy... and i knew there was a long way to reach succes ahead of us. But as long as i had my members nothing was impossible.

(2019)

'This can not be happening! No, no- this is not real... this wasn't supposed to happen'

"Do you really think you'll be okay after this? Don't you think somethings will be off?" It was Woojin's voice that disturbed my thoughts. The tone of his voice changed, even the soft look in his eyes..
"You deep down know this won't end well don't you... hah, i know you do!"

"What do you mean? Of course not-" i stopped, doubting myself for a second. "I won't leave the others behind and you know that." I said shaking my head. No, i knew we were gonna be okay.

Woojin put a smirk on his face and to be fairly honest... deep down that bothered me,

"so you'll keep fooling yourself, huh?"

I felt my vision getting blurry- i don't know why but i was panicking, almost shaking like a leaf. I put my hands on my head, not wanting to admit the reality that was slowly starting to hit me.

I shook my head and after a while there was no sign of Woojin. I got up quickly and wiped my tears away as if nothing just happened.

"My members... My members are waiting for me, i have to find them."

He had to find them...