Tears of a lonesome Violin

Lost and Insecure.

It's been almost a week since I've been here,

I'm still an empty shell, I'm always locked up

In my room, I only leave the comfort zone

For school,To clean ,and cook. I haven't spoken

and when I do, the responses are always short

and shy. Usami-san has been rather desperate to

get me To talk longer than a one worded answer, I don't

Want to trouble him anymore. I don't want to

Trouble him more than I already have, especially

After school. "Misaki...Isaki...Saki....Aki!" I snapped

Out of my thoughts to see the students flowing

Quickly out of Kamijou-sensei's room. "Let's go."

Sumi said holding my black bag to me "Okay."

I mumbled putting my bag on and following

Sumi-Sempai "Misaki, I was wondering, if you

Wanna... Maybe go on a date with me to the

Park tonight?" He asked in front of the school's

Entrance "I don't know, Usami-san might not allow

It. B-besides you like Usami-san, not m-me." He

Chuckled lightly ruffling my hair "I don't like him.

I like you. That one time was to see if you would

Be brave enough to stand up to me, You know I like

Feisty guys." He winked and leaned down planting a

Kiss on my forehead. "Misaki. Are you and your Sempai

Finished?" I turned my head quickly to see Usami-san

Leaning against his foreign red sports car with the darkest

Aura around him "Oh Akihiko-san I was wondering If I could

Take Misaki out on a date tonight ?" Sumi asked Usami-san

Causing me to whimper and look at the now interesting floor.

"No." Usami-san muttered "Misaki, we must be leaving."

Usami said getting impatient "Bye Misaki. Maybe another

time!" Sumi-Sempai said ruffling Misaki's hair once more

smiling, he quickly smiled back at his Sempai before

Quickly Waving him farewell. Usami-san quickly shoved

Misaki inside his car and got in buckling quickly.

"When we get home, Explain to me why he looked at you

Like that and why you Smiled at him so cheerfully, THAT

SMILE SHOULD ONLY BE DIRECTED TO Me!" He shouted

speeding Off towards the apartment. He parked recklessly

turning off the roaring engine and rapidly dragged me

In the elevator, "Usami-san..." I mumbled flinching when

He growled. After the elevator rung Usami-san dragged

Me into the apartment and thrusted me onto the couch.

"TELL ME WHY!? WHY DID HE LOOK AT YOU LIKE

THAT? WHY DID YOU SMILE AT HIM LIKE THAT?

Why...Misaki...Why?" My eyes widened at the sight In

Front of me, Usami-san was on his knees, hugging my

Waist with his face in my stomach practically sobbing

His eyes out. "Usami-san I-" he started to shake and I

Felt the shapeless emotions wet my shirt "Misaki...

I love you so much." He sobbed tightening his grip

Around my waist, for a while I sat silently

Staring at the blonde haired man breaking down,

Cause of me. . . "Please say something..." He said

Wiping his beautiful, sharp, violet eyes. "Stop

Crying." I stated gently wiping away the tears

Making him gasp "You... Spoke to me." He whispered

Flashing me his white pearls "Usami-san..." I mumbled

"Don't call me that...please." He begged laying on my lap

"Why can't you smile like that to me?" He asked shutting

His eyes closed. After a while, I hesitantly brushed his

Hair "Cause I can't trouble you anymore. I must not let

you know that I... Desperately love you. " My own shapeless

Emotions came like waves and before I knew it, I was sobbing

Into his sleeping form. "Forgive me Usami-san. It seems like

Whatever I do, I cause you trouble."